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Locked in the dark side

明日は母のお誕生日です!(今日本)

だから、私はオンラインしません!

Plushiちゃんとお母さんが来てますね!

楽しみに!

そして、Happy Easterみんなさん!

またね~
(laughs)

this week i got so many presents and things (i bought myself) that it feels like christmas!!!

but at first look at this!


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beautiful ne?!


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the view infront of my window♪


and now my presents etc. (laughs)



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Nintendo DSi (i bought myself with the game Pokemon 'Black Edition')


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2 tickets!!!! arrived today <333333333 and i´m very happy!!!



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the 2 shirts, the pants and the jacket are gifts from my mother!!!

awesome!!!



well...at least i wanted to show my new haircut and color...but...i can´t took any good picture of myself anymore (laughs) so humm maybe next week because on saturday is my mother´s birthday and i hope i can take some nice pictures or plushi...we will see!

byebye!

ps: early Happy Easter everyone!!! won´t be online till monday anymore!



i had to bring my mother to hospital today....

i hate the ambulance drivers for taking her to another hospital than she always is.

but it´s in the near,so they took her there....

i hate this hospital...and i know my mother does too.

the service there is the worst.

we had to wait 4 hours the get her in ward and a room.

i don´t know how long she had to wait for morphine...

she needs it everyday....but because she had to vomit since tuesday....she had nothing in the body,so she had bastard pain....

also...in my opinion she needs to be on the intensive care unit...but they took her in normal ward....

i don´t know how she feels,because she just wanted to sleep. i will call her later or ask a nurse on phone.


and everything is my fault.....i have to take care for her...but i must have cared more......

i feel kinda broken and empty now...although i have so much to do at home....

but i can´t....just waiting for plushi´s call.....