as i already wrote,my mother is in the hospital since 2012.03.11...
she had an epileptic seizure because of a hypoglycemia.
since then she isn´t really awake.
it´s not a coma but nearly.
it´s really hard for me,because i´m afraid that she will die.
yesterday i also talked to a doctor again and he said,that she maybe will never wake up again or when she wakes up,she isn´t the same like she was before.
it really breaks my heart and i don´t know what i should do now.
but i try to be strong with the help of my friends ♥
i hope she wakes up again and that she is the same like she was,but nobody can tell yet.
now i have to concentrate of my work. of my life...although it´s hard,but i have to.
on saturday i will go to my mother with plushi.
the problem is,i can´t visit her,because it´s hurting so much to see her lying there with all the technic things that i just cry.
but i will try,that i speak to her,although she doesn´t react. but maybe it´s helpful that she wakes up again.
well that´s all i want to say now
byebye
ich habe wahrscheinlich eine Sehnenscheidenentzüdung...
das ist wirklich blöd,da ich noch 3 Hausarbeiten für die Schule schreiben muss und Donnerstag und Freitag jeweils eine Klausur schreibe...... (｡・ε・｡)
meine letzte Entzündung ist schon lange her,wusste gar nicht,dass das so weh tut >__<;
naja,muss dann morgen zum Arzt gehen anstatt in die Schule ww
hm sehr sinnvoller Eintrag xD
naja hauptsache mal wieder ein Lebenszeichen von mir xD
bis dann