terrifying

yesterday i realized something,which really scared me...

last year 2011.03.11 there was the horrible earthquake in japan

this year 2012.03.11 i lost my mother....

this is very terrifying!!!

have i to be afraid of the same date next year??


sorry but somehow i can´t get this out of my mind right now....

sleepless

can´t sleep and i don´t know why.





while i wrote something on twitter , i had to think of you..

i guess you already woke up ne?


wish everyone a nice day

hm

i don´t feel good in past days...

and i don´t know why.

i just want to sleep and be at somebodys site...

can´t be happy alone

can´t smile

the weather sucks too..

body is hurting..

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