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Locked in the dark side

in the morning plushi and naoi again came to breakfast!!

because i was the only one who had to work,i had to say goodbye to naoi already this morning ;;

thank you for coming naoichan ♥ it was wonderful with you here!

then i went to work (working now in a place where children go after school)

i was so tired and still kinda depressed ww but i had a lot of fun with the children!! ♥

as i was on work,plushi and Kou went with naoi to the central station because she had to go by train home

after that they went through berlin having sight seeing ^^

after work i called plushi and we meet to go to the big christmas market

it was very nice,only the weather wasn´t good ww

in the evening we went home to myself and plushi went to her home

so i spent a little more time with Kou alone and for the last evening in berlin

2012.12.18

Kou and me got ready to meet plushi at the station,so we 3 together went to the airport

there we spent a little bit time and said goodbye to Kou who was flying back to finland!

thank you so much for visiting Kou ♥ it was a wonderful time with you here in berlin and thank you for all the wonderful picture you took during the concert!!!!! ♥ see you next year again! (pictures still will follow)

then i spent some time with plushi and went to work ♪


these 4 days just were wonderful ♥ thank yu girls!!
i love you!
at first after 5 hours of sleep, plushi and naoi came to have breakfast with us!!

after relaxing a bit,everyone of us started to do things which were important!

Kou and i got our presents for Black Line done and plushi styled naoi for the concert!

before continue this report i have to tell the story about my present i offered....i was so angry ww (lol)

i bought a present for mikaru more than one week before the concert.
because of i had to transfer money to a french bank,i thought the present will definitely come from france and it would not take so much time...
forget it! the present arrived on the 19th of december,so 3 days later than the concert -__-;
and you know what,the present was made in china!!!!!!! so now i have to wait till i see black line again,so i can give it to him.
at least i bought little present on the saturday for him ww


let´s continue!

plushi styled naoi, herself and me for the concert wwww ( because she´s a professional hairdresser and viagist!)

Kou wanted to do herself so it was ok ^^

before heading off to the club,we took a video of the fanbook we have made for black line ( because plushi and me are leading a support page on facebook and this was a fan project ^^)

heading off to the club!! ( it was around 4 pm)

it was fuckin cold and raining.... and of course the entrance into the club was late (lol)

and it was funny that Julien ( took the tickets for the entrance) remembered me and said "ah the airport girl" (lol) and jay reminded Kou with "and the airplane girl"

we had to laugh so much!!

at first we bought some merchandise and went up to drink and smoke while the support band was playing....(sorry but the support band wasn´t good...)

then as we heard they are playing the last song we went upstairs again and searched for a good place to stand ^^ and found some very good

Kou asked jay to take photos during the concert and he allowed ww ( pictures will follow)

i was already very nervous because for me it has been 3 years long ago i saw mikaru and syu again and yudai and jun for the first time...

as the show started i nearly died and cried wwwwww

i was so happy to see them! ♥

and during the concert i cried 3 times...ww (of course during the ballads) wwww i remember it was during the song star road and 2 others ww

it felt like mikaru was singing into my heart ww

anyway the last song was "Deep Inside" and it was like a moshing-song wwww (lol) mikaru went to the audience and grabbed the hands and sang with them ww

once he really came so near that plushi and me decided to go nearier and then he grabbed my arm and pulled it to him @___@ it was funny (lol)

he also did it a 2nd time ( sadly there were fans between us lol) ww

after the song ended i was kinda shocked XD because it was so fuckin awesome!!!! ♥

because we knew there will be a sign session and that it will take some time,we went upstairs again to smoke and drink something....
we talked and talked and then we saw Julien and Jay running through a door (it was more than a curtain) where it goes to the backstage (we didn´t knew at this moment)

then i saw yudai followed by jun and i was shocked

we screamed "お疲れ様" and then the guys noticed us while running upstairs and mikaru just was like "wohoo~♪" (lol)

so we also got our things and went upstairs..

at least we wanted to be the last because of the present (and also because of the support things and maybe taking pictures with them)

but we just got to know,that they are not having any time to take pictures so we went into the line....

i was so fuckin pissed because it´s not fair the other cities before had the chance to take pictures with the band......................

but the sign session was so lovely ♥ ( and i was so nervous because of HIM ♥)

so i just gave the present and the photo set for the signs

but when i stood infront of syu i found my voice back (lol) and i reminded him of myself (because we spoke a lot in the last years in pigg) and he remembered me ♥ so i gave him a hug ♥ ^^
and then mikaru ( he was the last)

for 1 secound i died. really my heart stopped beating and i smiled like the happiest person on earth ( ok i WAS the happiest person on earth in this moment)

his smile was just wonderful...
so i gave him my present and the card ( with fuckin shaking hands www)

in the end he gave me his hand to shake i took it and said "hug?" and then we hugged wwwwwww

i can´t remember what happened after this ww (lol so plushi had to tell some things xD)

i just know,that we stilled watched the other people during the sign session till Julie came and pleased us to leave....

Kou and i discussed a lot with him,because it just wasn´t fair we couldn´t take photos with the members....well yeah we lost and had to go

and we went home..

i was depressed...kinda,because of everything
i wanted to have more time with Black Line and so on

so i didn´t spoke so much and i was glad when i was in bed...
2012.12.15 saturday

on this day 2 friends of mine came to berlin!!

because they wanted to visit plushi and me and because of the Black Line concert the day after.

at first i went to the airport of berlin to meet Kou ( my friend from finland)at 12 am....

the first shocking event!!! i went down to the gate where she would come and who did i saw? Julien and Jennie ( Julien from Torpedo Staff and Jennie from the support band Klink Clock).......at first i wasn´t sure i remember them right,but then they often stared at me and smiled...

i was like "what the fuck...?"...because Kou wanted to write me a short message,when Black Line would be on the same flight but yeah...

so my heart started to beat fast and my whole body started to shake wwwww

when i saw Kou i hugged her and she told me Black Line really were on the same flight so we waited a bit longer...and then i saw them...

oh god i was so nervous that i couldn´t speak ww

so Kou started to say "hi" and " また明日" and mikaru was happy smiling and said it back to us.........(hell yeah i died when he said this ww)

then we went upstairs and just saw them running around in the airport ww

we went to the central station because there were luggage lockers and Kou put her´s in there.

afterwards we went to christmas markets because i still needed to buy presents for Black Line and she needed to buy presents for her family.

we had so much fun running around ww
3h later we met Naoi ( my friend from dresden) and the central station!

it was funny,because to her i talked into german and to Kou only english ww so i often mixed the languages ww

after talking and smoking a lot,we went to meet Plushi at her work...yeah poor her has to works on saturdays ww

after waiting a bit more time,finally the girls night started!!

i already was completely lost in mixing english and german so that i mostly talked into english with all the girls XD (but also sometimes only german and thanks god Kou´s german was so good,that she mostly understood what i said wwwwww)

we went to the Hardrock Café in berlin!!!!!

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although i´m living in berlin,i have never been there before because i knew that it´s expensive ww

so there we started to drink,eat and talk a lot! ww

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the meal was ok,i could have been better for the high price ww ;;

after spending there some time,we went to my home to continue partying (lol)
and also to exchange presents ww

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my present from Kou ♥ so wonderful and tasty! wwww

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party! we had sparkling wine, finnish vodka and the salmiakki (so fuckin tasty)

i think we were really drunk (lol)

after talking some time,plushi and naoi went to plushi´s home to sleep
so Kou and i continued talking and watching some thing on my laptop alone ^^ really wonderful evening!