happy halloween!

Hello minna!!
It's been a long time ne ww

Happy halloween all of you!!
I hope some of you could've celebrate it (^_-)☆

I celebrated it with plushi last saturday ,because there was a party we had to work for ww 

Here some pictures 







The make up waa made by plushi,sugoi ne ww 


Mata ne ≧(´▽｀)≦




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Finland 13.09.28-13.09.30 part 1

Plushi and me are in Helsinki now.

We arrived yesterday and already went shopping (^_-)☆

Today is the Gazette concert but before we will meet our friend  urtsi ww 




Right now we put on some make up and getting ready for meeting (ﾉ´▽｀)ﾉ

In 5h&30 min the entrance for the VIPs are open ww still can't believe it haha 

When we're home i will write another entry  (°∀°)b               
Mata ne    




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feelings

again i have to write about the person i love the most in my life.

gomen ne,but i sort of need to write it down now,because it feels like my heart is going to burst..

this man, stole my heart in november 2008...

and still...still i love him...so many years ne~

but i can´t do anything against it...believe me i tried often enough

you want to know,why i write about him right now? i will say it

i listened to his songs right away, the last single which was released... and there is one song..

the song is called [弓張月]
i remembered from the first sound,that this was the song i cried the most during the concert in berlin last year...

when i first listened to the song i didn´t cried but right now i couldn´t stop somehow..

and although my japanese isn´t good and i don´t understand anything at all i can feel it...

so like i described i felt at the concert.

i can feel the words in my heart although i don´t understand the words..

weird isn´t it?

anyway i listened to this song 2 times right now and 2 times i cried...afterwards i tried to watch a video a friend took last year during the concert...the title of the song is [Star Road] and guess what...

after 30 seconds i stopped the whole video because i cried so much and my heart aches so hard that i nearly couldn´t breath..

i miss and love him so much that it really hurts sometimes...

this is real love isn´t it? i don´t know myself either...

mata ne ♥