Zero 零のブログ -4ページ目

Alabama ~

Ok, I made a fuckin' big text here, but the flock gave "exu" and now I'm revolted.

Well, I was running out of some people, and I don't know, I feel that I can't stay away from them, like a magnet. D:
But wherever..
I'm confuse with some things, I really don't know people. They are so strange, I never know what they wanna do inside, It pisses me off -__-
Tomorrow I'll gonna go to a dinner with my mom, and Saturday I'll play tennis with Ellen

Anyway
I think I'll gonna sleep.

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Today the music is Limp Bizkit!

I do believe that you and me

We could be so happy and free

Inside a world of misery

And I believe that you and me,

We could be so...

Inside of you inside of me

Because this could be the one

Yey!

Ruins of San Francisco

A place to drink HAHAHAHA

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Abayo ~

Night ~

Jesus.. I'm so, so so so so so so fuckin' tired!
Yesterday was funny, and I won a Zippo lighter

But.. I think I made a fucking mess.

Today was funny too, except the test of mathematics and physics

Today I made a fucking shit, and I hates when I do that type of things.
I can't move any muscle of my body without feel pain! (x_x；)
I down 7 flights of stairs with a friend drunk on my lap

I don't know how I still alive

I'm still can't sleep, and I don't know what to do to sleep again, my techniques are not working..
I just have more 2 days of school, and It makes me happy.
I need to let some persons of my life, but I can't!
I will make a digital suicide, believe me, u'r will never see me again. I swear.
My friends found my cellphone, and see all my messages! They all think that I'm a little bitch! And that I have an affair with a lot of people (＞_＜)
I don't have guilty if everyone calls me "my loooooooove" my dove HAHAHAHA.
I just know that I need to take some time to think. A lot of things happened in these days, and I don't know how to handle with it all..
The best I can do is go back to my batcave²

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However, I'll spent my night listen random musics and TANANANÃM
KORN

Sometimes I can never tell

If I've got something after me

That's why I just beg and plead

For this curse to leave me

Tell me why am I to blame

Aren't we suppose to be the same

That's why I will never tame

This thing that's burning in me

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I think will drop a storm in a little while..

My zippo, cigar and amplifier, I don't need more to live!

~

Oyasumi ~

Green ~

I didn't sleep today, and did nothing in the school

The day are strange, I don't know what is wrong, but have something so much wrong, I'm sure.

I'm feeling so much a little depressed today. Seems that everything will gonna be wrong, I don't know..
I hope that tomorrow will be better, the girls gonna catch me on school, and we will make something, I don't know exactly, but wherever.

And after, I'll meet Bechii-san to do something better

Well, since I've start to write this post, the "bad things" happens. I'm really bad, fuck.
I don't like to post about that type of thing, but I NEED! How the people could be so hypocrites? I can't understand it! If you don't love, don't love, don't have to create that type of lies. I don't think is right creates some expectations to someone that really loves you.This is not right.
I don't wanna have to destroy my plans, but.. Fuck, I made all that shit happens. And I'll keep my love unconditionally, for the time it takes to win her heart, but in the right way.
If I really didn't need to see her, I would not. Not worth it. But do what? I will keep trying my best to do that trip, and I don't mind if shits will happen. I don't have the power to stop it.
The best I can do is go back to my batcave