When I am hurt, I can't think straight, or I can't even do the mere action of "thinking". I feel that what healthy people think important, such as money, success, and career means totally nothing to me.
So when my superior pushes me to work harder, I have nothing in my mind. No guilt, no nothing. It's none of my business, because my mind is not there. All I do is praying for God that my pain goes away.
Depression is really sad disease because that can ruin human relationship a great deal.