私は人々のためにたくさんやった。私は、する必要はありませんも私はそうする必要性や義務を感じています。私はありません。 私は、背後にある任意の感謝の意の、またはパターンを期待していないよ少し承認がたまにはいいです。誰もが注目したり、介護だ何かが起動し、ときに、引数、または何かが、彼らは有名な線で私を攻撃すると言う"あなたは、そんな自分勝手なんだ"。あなたが話す前に、正直なところのように、と思う。背中話とでたらめの背後にある多くのすべての人々があるかです。彼らも、彼らが誰かについて話すときはないと思うので、言っているのは地獄に気付いていない。 あなたは私の関係をどう考えて私はあなたのアクションでそれを見ることができます。しかし、私なしで、ここでは、今日のでしょうか?事が別の何でしょうか?私はあなたにも気づいていなかった賭けることを示しますこともできますが、あなたは何か?なぜ私は時間を無駄にする必要があります。 私はあなたのいずれかを助けようとしているとは終わりだ、私ができることはすべてやった、もう求めていないです。 あなたは、罰金が、私はもうバグがするのいずれかのつもりはない私とは何を望んでいない。 私は物事を与えるような気が、私は機会を与えると、すべて私が感じるようにする方法を考慮することなくそれを取ると、どれだけ私は物事に置かれている。私は私の真実ではないたわごとを言って、あなた方の多くは、おそらく私の後ろに話を知っている。ああ、あなた方の何人かは知っている..誰も私を戯言することができます。それは正直問題ではありませんので、しかし、私はそれを一笑に付す。覚えておいて、それは心の問題でだ、私はあなたは重要ではありませんので、あなたは私を好きではない気にしない。 前回は私は誰のためなら何でもする。確かにあなたは、要求しない、少なくとも私はしないことを認識!そして、あなたが言う前に私は、しばらく時間がかかると思う"利己的"であるような他の誰にも私のたわごと! OMGはあなたがそれを行うことができますか?我々が表示されます。


I've done a lot for people. I don't have to, nor do I feel obligated or the need to do so. I just do.

I'm not expecting any thankyou's or pat on the back, but a little acknowledgement is nice once in a while. Noone seems to notice or care and then when something comes up, say an arguement or something, they attack me with the famous lines "You're so selfish". Like honestly, think before you speak. A lot of behind your back talk and bullshit is all people do sometimes. They don't even realize what the hell they're saying because they don't think when talking about someone.

I can see it in your actions how you think about me. But without me, where would you be today? What things would be different? I could list things I bet you didn't even realize, but you know what? Why should I waste my time.

I feel like I give things, I give opportunities and you all just take it without consideration to how I feel and how much I've put into things. I know a lot of you probably talked behind my back, saying shit that is not true about me. Oh I know some of you are.. noone can bullshit me. But I shrug it off because it honestly doesn't matter. Remember, it's mind over matter, I don't mind you don't like me because you don't matter.

Last time I do anything for anyone. Sure you don't ask, but at least recognize that I do! And before you say shit about me to anyone else like me being "Selfish", take a few moments and think! Omg can you do that? We will see.

I went to the dentist today. I needed to have my fillings fixed and one completely replaced (T▽T;)

They did not freeze the bottom of my mouth enough, so I felt pain (/TДT)/ It hurt but not for long!

I got to miss some work today, but I will go into work soon.

My mouth is still a little frozen (⌒¬⌒*)


I keep praying for Japan, get better <3

But the radiation is still leaking.. please stay safe.


I buy a donation pack from Takuya Angel and buy a Jacket/Bustier from him. The money he makes will help in Japan charity. I love Takuya Angel v(^-^)v

I also spent money on a lot of different things: Gatsby hair wax, gatsby facial scrub and moisturizer.

I bought a signed picture and cd from Beast キタ━━━(゚∀゚)━━━!!! I cannot wait to get that!

I have been thinking hard, to go back to playing Cello. I am a professional but I stopped because I did not want to practice when I was younger. I played Cello for 12 years! I want a Cello again, but good ones are expensive (/ω\) I might be able to save some money for a new one and save to move out. Going to move to Toronto. Bigger city with more opportunities.

I also have to work on my fashion designing, I am so lazy .... I went to college for it, so I should use my skills before they disappear >_<

I don't know what I want as a career yet, something I want to enjoy and not regret. I don't want to work retail the rest of my life, you will go nowhere in life and only get paid so much.

So I hope to find something I truly want to pursue. I know music is something I do want to pursue, but unless I become a famous musician with my bass guitar, it's not a garuntee. However, a Cellist can make a lot more money then retail. So I have options, it might take me a while before I choose, but I know I want to go back to Cello.

I graduated from fashion design, I am a fashion designer.. but is it something I want to pursue? I'm so confused as to what I want to do in my future. I love photography, I can model, and I love music! I play bass guitar and can play the cello..

I would love to own a record company label, I think it would be cool.

But right now I still ask myself... what am I going to do in the future??



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