finally christmas is over
was the worst i ever had.

soon this year will be over and i hope that
2011 will be a better one.
The biggest failure i had done was to make a bad joke with one of my closest friends
This pushed her so far away from me and i do not know if the friendship ever will
be the same again.
I feel bad for it because she was / is one of my last friends.

2011 will start with a concert of -OZ- in Cologne at the end of January.
I look forward to it.

and again i won't see Girugamesh in March (Bochum) which seems to be sold out -.-


I hope you all will come good into the new year~




seems like i loose control of my life again.
maybe will loose my "best" friend because of some circumstances in my life, which were my failure.
because she thinks that i changed.
but i do not know if i really did, i do not think so but maybe she is right?
i'm just sad and sorry about everything
Do you know World of Warcraft?

I play a Feral Druid there~
I'm still LV 80 because i do not got the new add-on Cataclysm yet T.T

I need to get more Mounts >.<
I love the Dragons of ICC <3
but they are so hard to get -.-