カナダから帰って早１ヶ月余り。
ずーっと向こうでも好きだった絢香の「今夜も星に抱かれて・・・」って曲、歌詞を初めて見たんだ。
めったに日本の音楽とか好きにならなくて・・・きょう歌詞をみて・・・泣いた。
それは私の気持ちと一緒だから。
残してきてしまった思い出・・・すっごい大事で。
触れることができなくなった今、それがどれだけ幸せで楽しかったか分かるんだよね。
できるなら、もう一度あのときみたいに戻りたい。
苦しいことあって辛かった時、ただ抱きしめてくれて。
悲しいときは寝るまでずーっと側にいてくれて。
匂いが大好きだから。
だから、すっごく会いたい。
すっごい恋しい。
私は、結構強がってるけど本当は辛くて、そんな自分を出せたのは初めてだった。
早く、あの時みたくなれるかな？
この関係・・・すっごい大切だよ。
改めて、ありがとう。
it already more than one months passed after i came back from canada.
i've liked the song called "konya mo hoshi ni dakarete" by ayaka since i was in canada, but i've never
checked the rylics of the song.
today, i did it finally... then i cried.
cuz the rylics is totally same as my feeling... i feel that what i wanna say and i feel.
i made a lot of memories there... and all of them are really special for me.
it is really critical cuz i can feel the time i spent in canada was really important for my life... right now i can feel. i couldnt be really nice to u... we r fighting when we were there ....
now i feel i was really happy in there.
if i can, i wanna go back to the time in canada... even i know i cant... that is my dream
when i faced to the problems, u were hugging me
when i had hard time and cried a lot, u were there w me till i slept.
i still remember ur smell when i was hugging ur arm to sleep.
that was my favorite and miss it....
i miss you so much.
i miss everything in canada
i can show everything about me to only you.
i hope we can be like b4 again... and i will try to do it...
just plz dont forget im missing u so much.
and thank you very much that u let me be myself.
thank you and love you forever
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