strength

i came home a few hours ago after my work.

i think i usually foget something what i need to do.

if i did 10 things,i would forget 1 thing of them.

i cant do that perfectly.

nobody is a complete person any way.

but i should corret my weakness little by little.

whats my weakness.

thats so much.

i want a wide mind.

my life is still gonna be long time probably.

im not too late to start something.

i think its even my new way to live for example.

i imagine that how i live in my future.

should be ok awesome.

so tanya who works at my work place is very funny.

she always seems to have a fun.

enjoy herself and all the time say kidding.

its important for living in the world isnt it.

almost japanese doesnt have a fun,like enjoying everytime themselves or something like that.

now i cant explane it very well maybe even if i use japanese to do that.

any way japanese is too polite?

or boring?

exactly they,no we have many good points,personalty,traditions and more.

but something is not good enogh for us.

whats it.

i think its communication skills or sociality or asserting oursleves.

the world would be getting more complicated and difficulte than today.

we need great strength.

i feel refresh.

i didnt do anything today.

i dont know why i felt sleepy so much.

i think almost while a day i was sleeping.

i waste...

i read an english book these days.

its,,the title is charlie and the chocolate factory i bought at market of china town,

its easy book even children as well.

so that book is for children.

but its not easy for me.

because there are many word i dont know.

i have to check my dictionary many times when i dont know the english word.

but i should charenge that.

if i cant read thet its easy for even children,i wouldnt speak english and i never use it.

so im goona keep do it.

in that case little by little is all right for me.

important thing is keep doing.

right?

and i dont worry if i made mistake the word that i write down here.

i try to say many thing in english.

i cant care about my word anyway.

its usual i make mistake for that.

i need trying everything.

yes.

lets do it.

and i care about one thing.

its i cant speak and hear english in my work place.

i think actually my colleges are good persons everyone and also good work place.

sometimes its extremely busy exactly but i cant go on it.

but almost everyone is japaanese.

its not good.

if i keep to work there,i couldnt speak english.

its nothing to mean i live here.

i have to think about.

im interested in the woff or the hotel inte rship.

i think im gonna go either of the two.

maybe.

im full.

im day off tomorrow!yeah!

i was workking from 9am to 9pm.

it was long time.

but its ok.

becouse i got my salary today.

i can pay money for my rent at next week.

good.

ah nothing to do tomorrow...

i should study.

and do something.

what do i do.

yesterday masa suddenly came my home with yuuki.

it was been long time that i saw him.

he seems to me that he became tough and have fun in sydney.

and a little bit improving his english.

i have to catch on to him.

acutually i dont understand he thinking about.

i cant make the relationship to him any more.

we dont go forward anything.

i dont know why.

i feel little strange.

its my frist time that ive met the person like him.

what does he think about me.

he will think of me how.

but anyway　doesnt matter.

he loves his way.

i love my way as well.

also same as everyone.

thats set..

by the way

im getting fat now.

its terrible.

its time to start to excercise?