その日は泣きながら目が覚めたっけ
現実に戻っても感情だけが入り浸って
あんなに幻滅ばっかしてた割には
しきれる訳でもなく
夢なんてめったに見ないタチだから
たまに見る夢はやっぱ意味ありげに感じて
自己が写るなんて信じちゃいないけど
試したくなるじゃない
morning after a dream
morning from a deuce
morning with a drop
and still...
u may not notice tho
cuz i dun know how i cud appreciate it yet
u gave me a joy
big one...
u hav not noticed tho
cuz i dun know how i cud react for it yet
but i'l detect the way to tell u
how much i luv
how much i missed
and how much i dun wana leave again
b4 the date will come...
sunset over drive
海の見える部屋
雲は風に吸い込まれて
青い壁紙に染みる
sunset over drive
赤い花の下
花粉は風に飛んで
蝶が羽を休める
sunset over drive
金星が光る頃
今はただ好きにさせて
爆音鳴らすエンジンが
脳内で安らぐから
it's jus too late for now
the past that i'v lost
practically there's no relation wit me
at all
so it's impossible in any ways to grab it back
even if i long to
right now... altho im in the world
i cud only act like a spectator in my own dream
not rejecting those changes
but jus feeling so sad
to the fact that everything is fallin apart and
nothing's gona tie them up again
shud'v bn about the time to b honest
shudn' hav hidden anythin
shudn' hav missunderstood
shud'v thought about the self
when a lil crack got appeared
but... it's jus too late for now
don u think wrong?
don u feel guilty?
look wat u've done
havin a lil fun?
some excited moments?
u know he wud cry
one after another
keep jumpin flyin
put ur period at least
make it understandable
don u feel sad on self?
だるいだけ
面倒なだけ
疲れてるだけ
憂鬱なだけ
気にしなくていいから
ここに座ってるだけだから
何も邪魔しないから
ただ見てたいだけだから
嫌わないで
離れてかないで
夜になったら
あたしは消えちゃうから
u know how much i've looked for it
how long i've waited for it...
don u take it away from me
cuz that was my whole stay
to keep me strong
i cant go through without it
sounds a bit foolish
but that's the thing
that's how i've made it so far
not even once
never get any chances
but i've been longing for it
and i thought finally got it
but doesn seem like it anymore
...how much do u want me to suffer?
what a evil
it's not meant to be
i don understand that
wish i could be a bird....
望む割には
求めてこないし
嫌がるふりをしては
悲しみのヒロインを真似る
口にする割には
実際そうでもないし
頭では分かってても
その先は空白のまま
変わらなきゃと思いつつ
殻に閉じこもったままで
快適さに毒されてるから
隙間から外の憧れを見る
何者かであるような
何者でもないような
糸を引くのをためらうのは
切れてしまうのがこわいから
晴れた日の雷雨
あたしはあたしに涙を見せる