† journal de croix † -67ページ目

WHAAAAAA!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Oh!!! Its already august

~fufufu~

I just want to greet happy birthday to all

+Happy birthday to my bestfriend named janine, who I really miss so much( grabe miss na kita friend galingan mo sa trabaho mo love yah!!!)…

+To my loving father who is in heaven now…huhuhu!!! (what duh prang maiiyak na ko)…

Anywayz before I become sad I just want to greet my love Z (zeta/seth/seiji)…

Whaaaaaaa!!! Seth sama I really love yah!!! (hope moi dix mois and artcube will release new one)

(grabe prang gm lang ha!!! Hahai…)

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And to all God bless and take care…

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UNTITLED

UNTITLED

I cant see, I cant hear

i am in darkness

I don’t want to be alone

I don’t want to be blind

I want something

I want to be change

I don’t know what to do

This unseen chains still holds me

Causing pain, causing suffering

I don’t want to cut myself

Did anyone hear? Did anyone see?

Please help me

Oh! God I know your there

Please answer my prayers, and even if you don’t

I will always love and have faith in you

Coz the day will come that I will see the light


AESTHETICS TRANSLATION

YOSH!!! AT LAST I SAW AN AESTHETICS TRANSLATION (MANA SAMA’S DIARY)

WHOOOHOOO!!!~HAPPY.HAPPY.HAPPY~

(FANGURLING)

~fufufu~

But I feel so sad…

WHAAAAA!!!! WHAT IS THIS???

10-10-08 "Feeling sad"

I've decided to retire.
I'll be closing all my stores, and selling my guitars on Ebay.
Also, I'm canceling my fan club and keeping everyone's money.
This was a difficult decision, but it's the best (for me).
Please show your hot hot burning support for my retirement.
Also, don't even try to sue me. I know where you live.
I'm hungry.

-Mana

WHAAAAAAA!!!! MANA SAMA PLEASE DON’T RETIRE!!!

~HUHUHU(TEARS)~

I REALLY ADORE AND LOVE YOU

MAYBE I DON’T WANT VISUAL KEI ANYMORE IF YOU RETIRE (OHHH???)

(langya!!! Mababaliw ata ako pag nagretire ang asawa ko, shockz!!! Mana wlang ganyanan baka ma-stress ako ng todo whaaaaaa!!!)

But my brother said I should not worry too much…

(my brother said) Coz Mana sama wrote it a year ago but he havent retired yet and he would announce it officially if he will retire

And he also said(my brother), maybe he just thought that coz all artist was thingking of their future???

(at sabi nya ganun daw talga ang mga sikat strategy daw nilang kumukuha ng sinpatya sa mga fans para lalong sumikat kya daw wlang date na sinabi si mana kung kelan hmmmm~sana totoo na sinpatya lang~mababaliw talga ako grabe pag nagretire sya~tapos sabi ni kuya ang OA ko daw ang tagal tagal na nyan masyado daw akong apektado eh si utada kya magsulat ng ganyan kala nya dyan)

Hmmmmmmm!!! Maybe my brother is right

Mana sama said in orkus(2009) that he wants to release something new this year (hope that moi dix mois release new album~crossfinger~)

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Mana sama no matter what happens I will always love you

Dix love

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