i AM eating. at this time...

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i drank refresh time apple, ate chorogi and ume caramel one piece each after ptjob.
today... it's so unpleasant to type with mobile #((
my notebook's FINALLY coming back. maybe on Monday. i'm now getting so disappointed and kind of irritated x( i should sleep.
felt way down about the feeling of mine that i feel it a duty to mail to br, but it will be good for me, i hope, and it's just once a day, and that im fedup with writing message to kl.... this seems hopeless :'( but i dont want to feel like this. coz if i do, then it's also possible another person, especially t in this case, feel the same way for me! it's miserable.
i hope it's not that kind of situation that was and is between us.


thickened makeup by using eyelashes and darkened the brows too.
went to opa, kastane's being renewed, at chico grape-blue browse bought♪
couldn't go buy sweets nor gifts. and couldn't get new legwear.
somehow made it for the ptjob, when came out it was already five past 5 though.
talked some more than usual with cnm san.! like recruit, study abroad, supper.
felt like getting some nice mask and gunte globe for cleaning occasion.
went to famima, and lawson store 100.
tired...
for aboutas for walking some distance/time after working, felt nice though.
some one spoke to me at the front. fresco s already been open! must go!!

phone

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phoned keo, today's talk was ok felt :) live strong!!
listened to several cover performances, really soothing. i felt nice☆ and i love someone can thing that nice :> but it kinda seems tough to decide cuteness or singableness..!
and took call from yak. she's changed yes! lectures on rice, balanced diet, and slim-look coordinationnn. i wanna change too. and yes i try! for the ceremony of a year after, and for an enjoyable future! if i do it, even though now it's nerdy,, i can like it in future :) that seems good enough!
somehow i'm kinda turning my attitude or priority or something since cut the hair. no one care! think well and just do what i have to.
gold shadow, grey liner, mary quant OIOI, jeans shop..
yak also didn't ever go to clubs, to my surprise. i'm very looking forward to listening to cln now!!
forgotten writing to write on the last post, but i seeked & found a smoother way of typing 'space' today.

left words to be looked up

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didnt go to clss..
i couldnt
but yeah it will be a most regretful thing.

from 20 min to 11
i wanted to clear up all the stuff but actually im deviding things into conservancy or to be thrown.
just finished reading apiece of newspaper.
mostly column, and just three articles but took time. thought i should do this three times per week in the library. and hopefully have it as a hobby !

tired...

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i should of written when the day was i stood my aspiration. maybe it's also an obsessive idea. whatever, i lost my spirit again in this way short time!! why!
im way too tired. i know but i have to do those many tasks now #((

went to help with the cafe of my student society. talked yi san, sor san, pml :)
im thinking jy kun is kinda cute. and talked with brr san and rbt, the new staff.
it was very nice an opportunity. i could do 'go out and use english'! i must practice much!!

ahahahha......?

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ive eaten too much x'( jusnow... spa-salad custardcream bread riceball
i cant sleep now though i was almost fallin asleep.

i'd already been sleepy before i went out. itwas eight forty no maybe after seven i already was sleepy;;
bad... was going toward west for ever but suddenly turned to the store and bought food, thinking and after all i had to go home cause of the need to put meat in the fridge.
lavatory cleaning and garbage out (oh it's natural dic said?).

felt pissed at ys (iknow it's very bad!) and later at myself cause i didn't show so much affection at all. but imagined i could draw everyone's picture :) it would be so nice and they will like it.
but very soon after, get back and being in my room i wanted to cry. i remember it was so.? it's because i was way too sleepy and in need of sleep. but i cant.
anyway my little dream of today is to speak on chat with t. after monday or tuesday. and i must get a micstand.