Furuba~~~!
Fruits Basket~!
I love this anime!
(- ^ ▽ ^ -) My favorite character is Yuki and Hatori.
I'm the Dragon zodiac myself so, i relate to him the most. But I love Yuki's personality. <3
I'll be watching anime f anyone needs me. ('- ^ *) /
-Ami
I love this anime!
(- ^ ▽ ^ -) My favorite character is Yuki and Hatori.
I'm the Dragon zodiac myself so, i relate to him the most. But I love Yuki's personality. <3
I'll be watching anime f anyone needs me. ('- ^ *) /
-Ami
Am I..?
I suppose the writing this will help me cope.
I haven't found it helping yet, but we will see.
I suffer from depression. A very severe form of depression.
One of the things that makes me depressed is my mother. Sadly, mother are supposed to be nurturing and support their children and my mother does not.
A few days ago my mom had surgery. It was a surgery to remove a hernia from her and to see why she was having such a hard time eating and holding down food. The surgery was a success, but she was so vulgar afterwards towards me. partly because she didn't have her proper medication from thyroid, but it cause me to have a panic attack.
Rather then stop what she was doing, she kept on and pushed me further then told me that I was faking it and to stop what I was doing, even though I was shaking and crying.
My mom doesn't understand the affects of having depression and anxiety issues and she can be very emotionally abusive towards me to the point where I have attempted suicide twice. Neither of which she accepts.
I wish I had someone to talk to. I wish she had someone to talk to as well.
I just get tired of feeling this way and having no one to tell me that it's alright.
I like posting here though. It's harder to find English speakers so it seems like it keeps my secrets more safe.
-Ami
I haven't found it helping yet, but we will see.
I suffer from depression. A very severe form of depression.
One of the things that makes me depressed is my mother. Sadly, mother are supposed to be nurturing and support their children and my mother does not.
A few days ago my mom had surgery. It was a surgery to remove a hernia from her and to see why she was having such a hard time eating and holding down food. The surgery was a success, but she was so vulgar afterwards towards me. partly because she didn't have her proper medication from thyroid, but it cause me to have a panic attack.
Rather then stop what she was doing, she kept on and pushed me further then told me that I was faking it and to stop what I was doing, even though I was shaking and crying.
My mom doesn't understand the affects of having depression and anxiety issues and she can be very emotionally abusive towards me to the point where I have attempted suicide twice. Neither of which she accepts.
I wish I had someone to talk to. I wish she had someone to talk to as well.
I just get tired of feeling this way and having no one to tell me that it's alright.
I like posting here though. It's harder to find English speakers so it seems like it keeps my secrets more safe.
-Ami