ahhh!
my heart is beating so fast..
i cant believe its actually
tomorrow we're leaving!
nd i cant believe im so excited
like a first grader jumping up and down
ready to explore during the trip
the next day haha
but anyways, im kind of sad leaving the house
i havent been living in the house for like
half the summer vacation we have :(
im sure my moms kinda sad too haha
and my dad especially.
my bro? nah, he's probably not even missing me
he loves being alone in the house even haha
but actually, im more nervous than excited.
its the first trip being the leader of the group
and the coach will be with us like almost half
of the trip (which is very annoying) and would probably have to
do something nice on his birthday ...
well, we did buy a present for him.
(actually not we, 2 of the members of our group)
so, hopefully it'll be fine.
AND the person i like will be together...
THAT is the most part im nervous about.
but i bet nothing would happen between us
during this trip.
which is sad haha
i mean, i myself dont know what i want to do
with the feelings toward him.
so, its probably just best not to do anything.
for now.
yes, for now.
*sigh*
well, ill ttyl :)
ps. there's no reason why i wrote in english today haha
i just felt like it :)