Somedays I really wonder if I learned something at the institute. Well today is one of this days.

The first lesson we had was P.E, we're doing Acrosport now, in fact, there won't be any exams this term, we'll only have to do a kind of grupal exhibition the last week before Fallas holidays. Although the groups were supposed to be about 6-8 people each one, I don't know WHY, but all the people who hasn't came to the last P.Elessons were in our group the last week (so we were 11) and then we noticed how hard would be to prepare the choreography so we all decided to split into 2 groups of 6 people and other one of 5.
Actually it has been a REALLY good decission. Now we already have decided the 6 grupal figures we'll do and we just have to prepare a remix song of 4 minutes more or less, and then we'll be able to plan and practice the exhibition!

Unfortunately, our Arts teacher didn't came today so we had a free hour, and todaywe were supposed to deliver the sculpture that we have been working on for weeks *sigh* 。(´д`lll)
Aaah, I hope she came tomorrow! I really enjoy drawing on easels


So, the P.E lesson was the most productive one that we had have today... At least I've done two new sketches in my scrap notebook which has came out quite good! And also worked a bit in the "LOTUS" drawing... Now it looks like this:

$『― 自滅的で美しい ―』



Moving on, I talked with my friend Arukeru-san for the photoshoot I'm supposed to join in. He has to do a Photography exhibition about the topic "EROGURO" and was looking for female and male models between his friends, the main problem is that our timetables don't fit really well, because I'm studying in the evening turn so I can't meet him in the evening as everyone else... So, we've decided to do my photoshoot in Eves flat (she's a friend of us and she's also participating in the project) in the morning before I have to go school.
I hope everything goes OK in thursday! I really want to help him with the photoshoot, and I've always wanted a bloody session also (Ok. That sound worse than I though it will)


I've just noticed that I didn't post my DeviantART here yet (>_< )... So here it is: http://madnesscat.deviantart.com/
Although I don't really think anyone reads this (´ω` U)



PD: I'm in love. http://www.sedition-shop.fr/images/tuk_catpink.jpg

Good night!
おはよー

Aw, I was supossed to finish the drawing I started.. 2 days ago, inspirated by new Dir en Greys song, "LOTUS". But I had such a lot of thing to do yesterday morning that I couldn't neither do a little bit and I really wanted to continue working on it yesterday night, but as I was in bed with the laptop on my legs it was pretty uncomfortable to use the tablet, you know. So, I started just a moment ago to work on it again and... I got stucked *cries* Actually, the hair is to blame, I don't know very well how to make the effect that the hair is "floating" or moving UNDER the water... By the moment... Well, by now it's just a sketch so I can't even see if it looks like or not *laughs*
When I started it was going to be Araziel (my OC) as usual, but I decided to draw just what comes to my mind while LOTUS sounds, so the drawing ends out as an expression of the song what, at least for me, it's one of the most beautiful ways to do"art".

I'll post the drawing here algo when I'll finish it. When? I don't really know. *laughs*


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1 Hour later.

Stress. Stress. STRESS and FRUSTATION.
The damned hair stills not fitting well in the drawing.
おやすみー

Wah, I've already get out from the shower, men (´_`。) (1:32 AM. here) I've been having a shower and washing my hair *giving a color bath also*

Although I left the violet color bath in my hair for almost 40min. it hasn't done very much, actually 。(´__`lll) Sometimes I just realize I'll never be violet *laughs* But well, I love my hair just like this ヽ( ´ω`)ノ



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On the other hand, today's Valentines Day (waaaaao, what illusion. *sarcasm*) it's not like I don't like this day just because I'm not involved in a relationship by the moment, as most people may think, it's just that I don't really agree about this idea of showing your love to someone in THIS day, I mean, what's the problem? Can't people express their own feelings everyday instead of forgettin' them during the year and beeing specially "cute" in this day? *Sigh* Actually, St. Valentines day is just an invention to increase the consumism in this particular month. It would be great if everyone could feel loved day by day in its life.

Nowadays the original meaning of "love" has suffered a huge change, I mean, there are very few people who has experimented, as was said in Moulin Rouge, "the greatest thing you will know is to love and be loved in return". And that's not only in a boy-girl relationship, otherwise, it's in friendship, family... All wehave a lot of people in our lifes, maybe all we know at least a million people when we die, who knows, and a little number of them, will be our most beloved people. And they don't hace to be a boyfriend or a girlfriend, necessarily.

Maybe it's just because I haven't met the correct person, so that's why I had so "bad" experiences in this topic (love), but I'm not worried about it. Most people seems to NEED a partner as if they couldn't be happy without it, that's what I can't really understand in fact...
Everything comes in its right moment so, by now, I don't really care.



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That's all today...

Goodnight! (・∀・)