A day of contrasts

3:40 am.

Althought I went to bed at 2:30 am. I couldn't sleep, so I (don't know why / how) finished adding some "kawaii" stuff to my movile phone. This is how it looks now and, yeah, it's a PINK flamingo

Now it also has a mini Griffindor-pride scarff done by me today ☆

☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*

This morning I had to go to my grandma's house so I WAS GOING to get up early (I falled asleep)

So I finally got up about 12 o'clock maybe? Don't know. I had breakfast and teased my hair as always *The photo of the phone is after teasing it* and I went to the metro station walking so relaxed when I noticed how beautifully sad the sky was.

Of a sweet and perfect blue, but full of that greyish clouds. Just like my humor I thought. *sight*

It was funny they way that everything changed into my eyes, when the cloud who was hiding the sun went out and let it's shine awake all the colours, just look this natural magic

▽ 30 seconds later ▽

Suddenly the sun was brightly shining in the blue sky. Wah, I actually notice how BLUE the sky really was... It's sad the people don't usually pay attention on this wonderful things

Well, I arrived to my grandmas house and blahblahblah (￣ o ￣ ）┌

She had bought two balls of wool and for my Griffindor scarf!♥ So that's why I've gone to her house today, also to say goodbye to her because she is going to a Spa next week (She'll do my scarf there ♥ v(^-^)v) and gave her a picture of the scarf as a guide and... Wah! She's brilliant! She had bought the two PERFECT Griffindor colours! Even when I didn't know exactly how they were before seeing the picture *shy laught*

And I couldn't resist the temptation of taking more sky photos from the kitchen window after having lunch.

This evening I went to the RIALTO theatre with my Spanish teacher and my classmates to see "Los intereses creados". I would never thought I would like it so much I do! Now I understand why all the tickets were sold out at the premiere *laught*

"Y hallais la belleza en lo ruinoso, por melancólico"

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それは何が忘れられた

"Nameless Liberty" 言っていた。

Apathy...

*Sight*

Seriously... What a damned shit of a day...

I don't know why, but everything is getting worse and even worse day by day.

I've been feeling quite depressed most of the day because of the, in my opinion, hurting words of my arts teacher. She was "correcting" all the drawings we've made of a statue at class and, really, I tried to do my best, so I worked with the better precission I could all the shadows and details by pencil, and that stuff. When she saw my drawing her exactly words were "Oh, I'm sure you are so proud of this, really? Sure you think this is the best drawing of the class, so you don't want me to touch it, really?"Then she started to "correct" it erasing a part of it and drawing above it.

Well, it doesn't really matter. The drawing was a pure shit.

Sincerelly.... I still don't know from where I took the strenght to don't cry in all the day.

But, each minute is becoming harder and harder to me to avoid the tears.

This isn't beeing a good week, neither a good month. Or a good year. I don't know.

The reason why the words of that woman hurted me so much?

I've never had so much self-esteem, and still less pride. So I didn't like that drawing in any moment, just because was done by me it could never be perfect, or at least "good".Also, she told didn't stop criticizing me and I tried (I promised that I did) not to be so much affected for it. But, of course, my attemps were completely useless....

I feel totally unable to pick up a pencil now

....So, the only thing that I think could make me feel a little bit happy had also gone

But, well, this aren't all my problems I guess

There are a lot of stupid thoughts and words torturing me today.

And, as always, tomorrow is a feast day in Valencia, how fun *sight*

｢The sun, the sea, the sky
The loneliness, the why
The fear of losing everything
In a goodbye
The colours in the air

The hollowness, a tear
The depths of your mistakes
Are drawing near... 」

{M I N T}