as time goes by
forgettable stuff are easily removed
i don't even remember what happened last week
oh
yeah
breaking up made my heart broken
but its past
its already the past ive been through
then time goes on
moves on
as if it doesnt notice that im here
it just moves on
its pretending that it doesnt notice
im okay with that
im totally okay
but something stuck deep inside of me
and it doesnt move
but it knows that im here
bothers me a lot
it doesn't have to notice
it has to pretend
for me to say
itchy but i cant reach
scratchy but it hurts
what am i supposed to do?
what should i do?
i just wanna scratch but i cant coz it hurts
so i don't want it to notice that im here
please
ignore me
leave me alone
i don't even remember what happened last week
oh
yeah
breaking up made my heart broken
but its past
its already the past ive been through
then time goes on
moves on
as if it doesnt notice that im here
it just moves on
its pretending that it doesnt notice
im okay with that
im totally okay
but something stuck deep inside of me
and it doesnt move
but it knows that im here
bothers me a lot
it doesn't have to notice
it has to pretend
for me to say
itchy but i cant reach
scratchy but it hurts
what am i supposed to do?
what should i do?
i just wanna scratch but i cant coz it hurts
so i don't want it to notice that im here
please
ignore me
leave me alone
none of them
because of me
i get hurt
because of myself
i cry
but i still think of him
im worried about him
people told me that i shouldnt
but i do
i cant help it
everybody experiences this kind of stuff
that i know
its weird that i feel sad
if everyone knows how i feel
if i knew that fact
i dont need to feel what i feel right now
coz that happens to everybody
but im sad
i liked him
i might love him
but hes never liked me as a gf
im sad
im so sad
ive never feel that loneliness since before i went to abroad
at that time
i was dying
i was like, dead
and that again
im dying
im like dead
im empty
i don't need to text him
i mean i cant
no more good-morning texting
no more "call me tonight"
no more eat 3times a day
no more dating
no more kissing
no more everything with him
dont wanna think about it
but i do
wish i could dream
wish i could be in a dream forever
so that i can see you
but every time i get up
the loneliness eats me
so i would say
no more
no more to think of you
no more to think of you
i tell myself
hate you
but i still
think of you
but no more
no more
no more...
i get hurt
because of myself
i cry
but i still think of him
im worried about him
people told me that i shouldnt
but i do
i cant help it
everybody experiences this kind of stuff
that i know
its weird that i feel sad
if everyone knows how i feel
if i knew that fact
i dont need to feel what i feel right now
coz that happens to everybody
but im sad
i liked him
i might love him
but hes never liked me as a gf
im sad
im so sad
ive never feel that loneliness since before i went to abroad
at that time
i was dying
i was like, dead
and that again
im dying
im like dead
im empty
i don't need to text him
i mean i cant
no more good-morning texting
no more "call me tonight"
no more eat 3times a day
no more dating
no more kissing
no more everything with him
dont wanna think about it
but i do
wish i could dream
wish i could be in a dream forever
so that i can see you
but every time i get up
the loneliness eats me
so i would say
no more
no more to think of you
no more to think of you
i tell myself
hate you
but i still
think of you
but no more
no more
no more...
すぱいす
感情を表現することが恥ずかしいなら
無理にすることはない
でもそれが伝わらなくてはならない時に
相手が必要としている時に
そうとは言えない
人生なんて色んな調味料で味付けされてて
からい、あまい、すっぱい、しょっぱい
色々ある
深くいけないのは
あたしのせいなのかな
もはや信じる信じないなんてわけわからない
何、信じるって
もとから何も信じてない
だからと言って信じてないなんて意識もしてない
信頼なんて後付けでしょ、所詮
信じる信じないとかじゃなくて
信じる要素がなければ何も信じられないじゃん
あたしは何を信じていけばいいかな
あなたの何を信じようかな
無理にすることはない
でもそれが伝わらなくてはならない時に
相手が必要としている時に
そうとは言えない
人生なんて色んな調味料で味付けされてて
からい、あまい、すっぱい、しょっぱい
色々ある
深くいけないのは
あたしのせいなのかな
もはや信じる信じないなんてわけわからない
何、信じるって
もとから何も信じてない
だからと言って信じてないなんて意識もしてない
信頼なんて後付けでしょ、所詮
信じる信じないとかじゃなくて
信じる要素がなければ何も信じられないじゃん
あたしは何を信じていけばいいかな
あなたの何を信じようかな