today...

tonight, I ended one chapter with the one I love from the bottom of my heart.
the chapter I thought would last till the day I die, with the guy whom I thought I would spend the rest of my life with.

he said "I'll let you go" so he let me go.

but I know that he is the one for me, and I am the one for him.
so till the day we meet and fall in love again, I will write him letters.

because I know it's gonna be a wonderful story to show him when we meet :)
I can't wait to show him this collection of my feelings to him.

because I know that we belong together.
because I know that this is just a rough chapter of our story.

because everything means nothing if I ain't got him...

I still love you.
and that's why I can't be with you.
cas it hurts like hell.
I can't let myself go through the pain again.
cas I know how much It can hurt me.
cas I know how much I still love you.
and how much I need you to make me happy.
how much I need you to play that role.
how much I need you to be here with me.
how much I need you in my life.
how much I need you to make me smile.
how much I need you to love me back.
how much I need you to show me your smiles.
how much I need you to need me.

I thought we had it all.
we still do.
we are just lost, right??