なんだかなー………………。

175th day of worship😑😑

I'm sorry I haven't been able to write much recently.😭

I've given up on work so it doesn't really matter, but I'm busy working towards my dreams.🤣

I am preparing to quit my current job next year.🥺

There are various reasons for this.😭

Meeting her changed my life.🥺

My worldview changed, and thanks to her, I was able to dream of two people together.🥺

I am where I am today because I believed in her words and decided to move forward.😭

Even if those words were lies, and I knew they were, there's no doubt that they changed the way I think and live, so I'm grateful for that.😢

They say, "Those who believe will be saved."

But I clearly understand that,

"Those who believe will be fooled."😭

It's sad. Even if you know you've been betrayed and it's a lie, you pretend not to know.😢

Even if that's the case, even if I know they're lies, I have no choice but to believe them and move forward.😭

Believe and wait until the very end.😢

We'll find out next Saturday.😢

What kind of person she is to me, and whether I need her.😢😢😢😢

I'll believe in you until the end.😢😢😢

Another week starts tomorrow.🥹

I hope you all are happy.🥺

I hope she is happy.😢

欲張りになって、何が悪いん❓………………。

Lies, truth and true feelings.