なんだかなー………………。
175th day of worship😑😑
I'm sorry I haven't been able to write much recently.😭
I've given up on work so it doesn't really matter, but I'm busy working towards my dreams.🤣
I am preparing to quit my current job next year.🥺
There are various reasons for this.😭
Meeting her changed my life.🥺
My worldview changed, and thanks to her, I was able to dream of two people together.🥺
I am where I am today because I believed in her words and decided to move forward.😭
Even if those words were lies, and I knew they were, there's no doubt that they changed the way I think and live, so I'm grateful for that.😢
They say, "Those who believe will be saved."
But I clearly understand that,
"Those who believe will be fooled."😭
It's sad. Even if you know you've been betrayed and it's a lie, you pretend not to know.😢
Even if that's the case, even if I know they're lies, I have no choice but to believe them and move forward.😭
Believe and wait until the very end.😢
We'll find out next Saturday.😢
What kind of person she is to me, and whether I need her.😢😢😢😢
I'll believe in you until the end.😢😢😢
Another week starts tomorrow.🥹
I hope you all are happy.🥺
I hope she is happy.😢
欲張りになって、何が悪いん❓………………。