love of my life

feel so good cause I talked with my boo =)
on facebook chat tho lol
but I could say I miss you then he said I miss you too <3
he gonna get phone tomorrow!
yay!
I can hear his voice soon...

also i could say one more thing that I wanted to say so far.
talked about youki.
I don't want my baby to worrying bout him.
he understand me.
he doesn't have to worrying about this anymore.
good good!
hmmm but the best good thing is...
he said "wish I could feel you now"
aww so sweet <3
and he gave me kissies.
that's enough for me.
thank you god!
so I can sleep now...zzZ

ﾔﾊﾞｲﾔﾊﾞｲ

めちゃめちゃ苦しい何これ？

好きな人に会えないのがこんな苦しいって知らなかった。

遠距離余裕って思ってたのに。

こんなときに彼氏携帯なくしてるから声も聞けないし。

会いたいのに、会いたいって伝えることも出来ない。

明日になったらきっと大丈夫。

だけど、やっぱり会えないと不安になる。
寂しいからって他の人に頼りたくなっちゃう自分が嫌。

苦しいーばかみたい。


but listen...
my heart is yours.
I hope you feel the same way.
baby...

WTF is going on...

I dunno why but I don't feel good.
feel like just shit.
something makes me nervous.
jus feel so bad.
why?
what the fuck is going on with me?
I'm not cheating but my boy thinking kind of like that?
and he wants to do same thing as me?
oh hell no don't do it.
it's like child.
I wasn't born yesterday.
I'm not stupid.
I jus want to remind you that I care and I miss you as usual.
baby you keep me without chains.
that's too bad as hell.
I want to be attractive to you so badly.
ha! how often I'm saying "bad"
shit that exactly how I feel like...bitch.
let's get some sleep...