Last Friday finally my sister got married! (＝⌒▽⌒＝)
I am very happy that everything went well and that we had a great time together.
Until the ceremony....
...in the evening I got hurt from one of my best friends.
(or I thought he would be one of them)
He gave me so much during the last weeks/month, but he destroyed everything in less than 1 minute.
Actually if you hear that you probably say: she is overplaying, but I think some of you understand what I mean or what I want to explain.
It's hard if someone become a part of your life until a short time and you trust him or her blindly.. he/she gave you new hope and make it that you undergo a radical change and you know that it feels right in some way and later on or exactly one minute later everything you built is getting destroyed.
He would never understand what he had done and I will never ever explain him his fault. I think he is old enough to know what's right and what's wrong.. what you allowed to say or what not.
He made a bad, bad mistake but I am sure that he won't recognize it.
So what? It always has a reason when people don't belong to your life anymore or didn't bring it to your future.
His name is Sam.
Since yesterday I got a cat. *______*
I was looking forward to it.
I had to pick him up yesterday evening.
He is small...crazy....cuuuute and hoggish.
I looooove him. :D
He slept in my bed last night.
All night long he wasn't moving.. I think so.
After I woke up he was lying above my head. :D
He is my little Sammy.
Each day is kinda like a rollercoaster for me from each direction of happening.
Either emotions, happenings, news... each day brings its news, like you talk someone again from long ago or you make a new contact...
..ewww, I don't know what's wrong with me. I woke up every morning since a few days and I feel that something isn't alright.
Guess theres no need for me to tell nything else.
The good thing is there are still people that i can always hold on to.
While trying to realize your dream, you take the paths to walk, you try to give your hands to others so it would make the way easier for both.
But in the end sometimes you will walk alone, but the important part is that you will keep walking, focus your aim and draw your own stars, dont just follow another ones one. It will take time, it can make you desperate, but in the end youre supposed to be happy, and even if not, youre self accomplished ;)