Excuse me...

..but what the hell am I doing wrong?



Sometimes it seems like that as harder as I want to make it right it becomes a bigger disaster.

Perhaps I simply try to suit everybody.... I should stop this.
Well, even then it would change anything, because it's me and how I am and I want that all the people around me are satisfied and lucky.

I even know that a person like me couldn't manage it but it's important to me to try it... even though it drives me crazy and hurts me every single time.

I can't help when the people are unwilling to talk and tell me about the problems they have.
Unfortunately I am not god or something like this and is able to guess the answers you are searching for...

the only thing you can do is to trust in me and we will see if we can make it together or not.
You have to..otherwise it won't work... it will never do.


...well, excuse me but.. it drives me a little bit crazy and it's late here in Germany >.<

Good Night everybody!

Eating

What's on the list?

Eating!

That's the main thing I have to do during the next weeks.

The most will say:

Great! That's pretty fine! I can eat whatever I want!

But it's not true!
It's very hard to eat enough or the right things.
After a few days you reach the point and even don't know what you should eat and it becomes boring.

It's not easy.

Long time no see.

Hello everyone!

I am back.

Sorry, that I didn't write anything here....

I simply forgot it and there was no time.

The last weeks where quite strange and I got sick.
Now I have to change everything and take care of myself.
It's hard again and there are many problems but it'll come better times.

Not today and not tomorrow but soon.

What about you?
What happened to you during the last weeks?