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and it all falls apart.
we drift away.

im emo and im a stupid mofo who doesnt know how to leave a damn name
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
lame v_v

The weirdest dream ever 0-0

I woke up this morning in sweats and shivering all over...
because I seriously had the weirdest and most freaky nightmare ever.
I don't even know why I had a nightmare.
I guess all the stress that's been building up for past few weeks just...all came over and exploded during my sleep...I guess.
Because normally, I only have nightmares when I'm super freaking tired. v_v

I don't even know where to start.
So don't read this if you have a weak heart for horror stories.
I just woke up and my mom had come into my room, looking at me with a worried look.
I told her some stuff I saw in my dream...
and she said it means something good will happen to me.
Apparently seeing dead people in your dream brings good luck. = - =
I personally think I need a good rest and a psychiatrist.

Mmm...Okay, so let's see.
I dont even know who were the people in my dream exactly.
I know I was with my mom and dad...and some random people who apparently were my relatives.
We were driving along this wooded area in a Jeep kind of thing.
It wans't dark or anything. It looked like regular afternoon.
And then suddenly the car engine stopped so we had to push the car.
Only me, my dad and few of my "uncles" pushed the car and went ahead. The rest followed, I guess...but they didn't show up until later.
Later...as in...when we somehow ended up with two dead females.
Apparently they had fallen off some ditch and died.
and in my dream...it was said that when dealing with the dead who got pushed into a ditch...
you must stab the corpse before burying it. Otherwise, the ghost will hunt you forever.
And I guess this is the part when you know...this is some corny typical nightmare.
Because the two ghosts were hovering around us. But they were scary Korean ghosts in white hanbok and long black hair. v_v I seriously hate them with passion.

My dad and "uncles" dug two graves and placed each corpse in them. Then someone handed me a big kitchen knife. I don't know why I had to be the one to stab. I was seriously terrified though. I got down on my knee and keep thinking....the corpse is gonna reach out and kill me or something.
I prayed "Please forgive me" and stabbed the first one with the knife.
The knife sank in really deep and I fell upon the corpse. I was so scared and I just wanted to move away but I was shaking so bad that my body wouldn't move. I kept imagining...the corpse's hand is gonna grab me.
Someone: "once isn't enough."
So I ended up stabbing multiple times...and the corpse was soaked in blood. While they buried the first one...I had to do the same for the second one.
I honestly have never seen so much blood...even in scary movies.

After burying them...I don't know how...
but we ended up with bunch more dead people....my relatives apparently.
We had to put them inside coffins...and there were dead babies too.
My parents told me to go talk to my dead "uncle" inside the coffin...so that his spirit can reach heaven safely. 0-0
Meanwhile...they were burying the babies.
I was so scared as I sat near my "uncle's" coffin and just started talking about random things...and then suddenly.......some coffins creaked and dead mothers of the babies started climbing out of their coffins. 0-0
They were dead......but they were alive. 0-0

I couldn't even scream...
they were dripping in blood. But then they simply walked over to where my parents were burying the babies and just sat there crying and patting their babies' coffins. There were some Church choire singing hymms.
and a realization occured in my head: Mother's love for her child will never cease to exist even after death.

v_v It was honestly a seriously freaky, sick, psychotic and weird dream.
I hope I never have such thing again. v_v

K-Pri


Thai New Year

Linh stop acting white !! >_< haha

I left around 8 something to Hollywood blv for Thai New Year. O_O
Looked for parking for 1 hours x:
It was me, mama Jean, Sandra and Virginia.
It was hot! HOTTT!! finally I realize summer is almost here and I hate it like hell.
and Sandra keep on pinching my cheek v_v like im still a baby or something. So i keep running away from Sandra like a stupid kid.








We went to eat at a thai resturant then all of a sudden the Monk who sat 2 tables away from us start chanting right so we had to put our hands together too. that's something I never experience O_O but it was cool in a way. Then we can eat. A lot of talk about Korean music. HAHA Sandra was all bringing H.O.T into the convo and she said Jang woo hyuk is ugly. CUSS YOU FOO!!
I got Mama Jean laughing ^^


bootleg selca shot of myself. Thanks to the camera for making me a light khmer girl haha




It was hot , and I was sweating so much man.
did I mention sandra keep imaitating the way I Speak cause I keep saying "Man" and "foo" in my kiddish voice x: and I keep calling virginia foo. LMAOOOOOOOO Sandra cracks me up.
Sandra: dalisssssssssss you dont call people by their name anymore huh?
Me: where have you been foo?
Sandra: *tries to hit me with umbrella"
(now she acts innocent about it. sometime I feel like I get my immatureness from these people. lol
a 25 year old act this way? lol)

hahah I love Sandra!!!!!!! Shes Hillrious when she act all Motherish to me.
(she will never be a model. lmao)


Then we went to thai market and I got some snack and Sandra brought me dessert cause I was finally treating her coughmothercough with respect. :D

Then we left around 1:05 pm and went back to the car and it was hot as hell!!
and we went to Mama Jean house to give her mom food and Left to Guppy Teahouse cause I wanted some Shave ice. and No i wasn't being a brat about it. haha They asked me if I wanna go to Yogurt Land or Guppy and of course me as in me Picked GUppy cause I demand Shave ice ma niggaa!
This is amazing, Usually when I go with Lisa or Thavy we are never even close to the bottom of the bowl cause its huge!! SIZE SMALL SHAVE ICE IS HUGE PPL! and I was about to go for Large. x:
If Mama Jean didn't stop me I woulda order a Large for us all. hahaha
but lucky we went with a small.
All that was left:







& just because I love my Mama Jean a lot for always taking me out O_O
(shes the cutest bracesface
! and turning 22 soon ! oops I got cut out. lol)








Me: Yah! *everyone ingores me* ;0

Me: MAMA JEANNNNNN LOOK AT MEEEEEEEEEEEEE NOWWW!!


Them: huh?
ME: *SNAP SNAP* dang got your retarted faces on camera : ) HAHA

(I seriously wanted to burn that umbrella down so Sandra can suffer like us in the heat. haha)
Virginia typical asian girl hightlight hair. lol pothead is a typically asian girl. haha


Just because I think im pretty cool sometime x:




The End. I love ASIAN SNACK babehh!
and I love speaking engrishh. Dont hate Sandra ^_^

P-STAT