Jaurim is my life
Theres so many things that I fail in life , makes me sad how pathetic I am.
I don't like telling the whole world my story, keeping things to myself is the best way.
So i don't have to really remind myself how screw I am in life v_v
Seriously after this summer, my life is not going to be the same anymore.
I want to do so many things while I am living but I can;t you know.
Not everybody can do or get what they want.
where would I be five years from now?
nowhere..
I wish to be .
I am..
I will..
They told me, i should get a job and learn to save up.
what for?
things I dont care about is money or myself.
I only wish to make people happy.
Because it makes me happy too.
It;s the only thing that makes me feel good , when i make other people happy.
If i piss someone off, they deserve it v_v. Im not just going to just stay quiet.
whats the point really.
I want to sing a song for you, "A Song for you" why does this song makes me sad.
Im sitting here at 12:43 listening to "Loving Memory" by Jaurim.
I don't know how to express my feeling about this band.
Their music is beyond words.
They make my soul peaceful. I don't know how to explain really.
Thier music is magical and I can just sit here and listen to Yunah beautiful voice all day.
The sound of the mellow guitar.
The Lyrics are even more truthful and meaningful than ever >_<.
I love Jaurim so much v_v, I would like to see them in concert one day.
Really , What i feel like i got right now in life is Music.
I don't know what I';ll do without it .
I haven't listen to the 7th album yet because Im actually waiting for my copy of the album to arrive .
I still dont get why group such as snsd can be so successful , is that what you really call music?
*Hater alert*
"Sing, sing a fool's song. I'm a King without a Kingdom
RaRaRa I'm a mother without a womb for my children
RaRaRaRa I'm a lover without a lover
oh-I'm a foolish clown of the world
I'm a foolish clown of the world"
"Fake Memories, This is not my place'
I don't like telling the whole world my story, keeping things to myself is the best way.
So i don't have to really remind myself how screw I am in life v_v
Seriously after this summer, my life is not going to be the same anymore.
I want to do so many things while I am living but I can;t you know.
Not everybody can do or get what they want.
where would I be five years from now?
nowhere..
I wish to be .
I am..
I will..
They told me, i should get a job and learn to save up.
what for?
things I dont care about is money or myself.
I only wish to make people happy.
Because it makes me happy too.
It;s the only thing that makes me feel good , when i make other people happy.
If i piss someone off, they deserve it v_v. Im not just going to just stay quiet.
whats the point really.
I want to sing a song for you, "A Song for you" why does this song makes me sad.
Im sitting here at 12:43 listening to "Loving Memory" by Jaurim.
I don't know how to express my feeling about this band.
Their music is beyond words.
They make my soul peaceful. I don't know how to explain really.
Thier music is magical and I can just sit here and listen to Yunah beautiful voice all day.
The sound of the mellow guitar.
The Lyrics are even more truthful and meaningful than ever >_<.
I love Jaurim so much v_v, I would like to see them in concert one day.
Really , What i feel like i got right now in life is Music.
I don't know what I';ll do without it .
I haven't listen to the 7th album yet because Im actually waiting for my copy of the album to arrive .
I still dont get why group such as snsd can be so successful , is that what you really call music?
*Hater alert*
"Sing, sing a fool's song. I'm a King without a Kingdom
RaRaRa I'm a mother without a womb for my children
RaRaRaRa I'm a lover without a lover
oh-I'm a foolish clown of the world
I'm a foolish clown of the world"
"Fake Memories, This is not my place'
Long Time~
I feel like updating today. because I'm sitting here thinking about life really.
Yes I am enjoying my summer cause I have nothing to do anyways.
But I'm also thinking about what happen when summer is over.
My parent except me to go back to school.. v_v
I feel...
I don't know, I don't talk much about my feelings really toward education.
don't want to think about it anyways cause it'll just stress me out. So I rather ingore the subject, but I do know, I can't avoid it forever on what I am going to do with my life.
Lately , I can see through people who I barely know. I mean why are they like that?
I shouldn't judge them since I don't know them that well <--- Kind of bullshit lame crap. cause in Reality I can say any shit about them cause I've met many people who are like them.
I'm waiting for R-eal to debut. Come on already, I love what I'm hearing so far, please debut soon boys.
and Yaoi oppa<3 x:
I need to download Star Show! I want to see my dongbang boys.
I miss them really. Even though i saw them at HB, I rather see them on TV.
The feeling is just different. I don't know how to explain really.
Meeting se7en on monday felt more real.
Hiro Hiro Hiro Haruma Hiro Haruma Haruma Hiro Hiro Hiro Hiro.
YOOCHUN
haha yes im bored.
Need to keep up with my host life .
-P-stat
Yes I am enjoying my summer cause I have nothing to do anyways.
But I'm also thinking about what happen when summer is over.
My parent except me to go back to school.. v_v
I feel...
I don't know, I don't talk much about my feelings really toward education.
don't want to think about it anyways cause it'll just stress me out. So I rather ingore the subject, but I do know, I can't avoid it forever on what I am going to do with my life.
Lately , I can see through people who I barely know. I mean why are they like that?
I shouldn't judge them since I don't know them that well <--- Kind of bullshit lame crap. cause in Reality I can say any shit about them cause I've met many people who are like them.
I'm waiting for R-eal to debut. Come on already, I love what I'm hearing so far, please debut soon boys.
and Yaoi oppa<3 x:
I need to download Star Show! I want to see my dongbang boys.
I miss them really. Even though i saw them at HB, I rather see them on TV.
The feeling is just different. I don't know how to explain really.
Meeting se7en on monday felt more real.
Hiro Hiro Hiro Haruma Hiro Haruma Haruma Hiro Hiro Hiro Hiro.
YOOCHUN
haha yes im bored.
Need to keep up with my host life .
-P-stat
Future?
Uh i have no way to go back to school now. I mean I need to have lots of Money now.
But I don't. ..
I was given a chance to pass a class but i miss that only chance that was given to me.
I could have pass it and not worry about it anymore.
I think I can never go back to school unless I work and have Money to pay for classes and books.
and I miss my chance to sell my books v_v, maybe later i guess.
I don't know.
After HB is over I dont really know what I should do next. I can't stay home forever.
Just thinking about getting a job gives me a headache.
Bad Luck I guess, everything is all screw up. The plan didnt go the way I wanted too.
Im sorry mrs. Zunich v_v
p-stat
But I don't. ..
I was given a chance to pass a class but i miss that only chance that was given to me.
I could have pass it and not worry about it anymore.
I think I can never go back to school unless I work and have Money to pay for classes and books.
and I miss my chance to sell my books v_v, maybe later i guess.
I don't know.
After HB is over I dont really know what I should do next. I can't stay home forever.
Just thinking about getting a job gives me a headache.
Bad Luck I guess, everything is all screw up. The plan didnt go the way I wanted too.
Im sorry mrs. Zunich v_v
p-stat