-_-

seriously you guys, what's your problem against post office boxes?
lately when someone sends something and they have to go to this address, it's freaking annoying
i never open the door
period.
unless it's a family member
i don't know anyone in my family who works for the post office so screw that
if i give you a post office box address to use if you send me something
use it
don't ask why
don't assume it's cause i don't trust you (i shouldn't be trusting any of you any way since you're just on the internet...for all i know i can be talking to a sicko and having fun with it, vice versa)

let's just pretend that i moved to a location unknown and if i tell anyone my address then i will get killed okay?
that way you guys might not have so much of a freaking problem with using a po box address

yeah
not like you're gonna be able to actually go to my apartment with my address
if i don't open the door for the post office i won't open it for you either (but then again it's mainly cause the post office people knock and i never hear a thing while i blast music)

ah dude...

I thought that maybe I was changing and turning into one of those people who listen to jpop no matter how weak, high, and cracky the artist's voice is
but dude
after collabing and realizing that i have ZERO fun singing these songs while recording
i now know why i was drawn in by kpop first, not jpop
japanese stuff is nice to listen to...as long as it's from a good video

but when i think about it
i've never actually sat here to LISTEN to japanese music before

i've sat still and listened to kpop before
and i enjoy listening to it in my mom's car too

but when i burn a japanese CD
it's like
D< MOMMY DRIVE FASTER I'M SICK OF THIS SONG NOW

cause when i'm at my computer and i have music on
it's like
in the back of my head
once in awhile a song will catch my attention and i'll click back to my media player to see what song it is (cause it's not always a song that i know...i download a lot randomly just to try)

but otherwise
i only THINK that i'm enjoying japanese songs

it's about the performance not about the talent...

but when i watch korean concerts
sometimes i don't feel like watching the actual artist
i only feel like listening to the music O_o

like dream concert
i watched for about 3 performances, then i clicked away and did other things while just listening and once in awhile clicking back to see what the artist or the dancers were doing

it kinda ruins the whole point of the entire thing being a concert
but then again
not really
concerts are about music too, not just performance....rightttt?
and the fact that it's live makes it better (i like live performances cause the artist is actually putting more effort in--that and cause you can find out if an artist is actually one of those all looks but no talent kind of people -_- cough snsd)

yeah i don't know why i'm posting this
just felt like posting something

melon

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