Don't you ever wish You were someone else?

心って以外と大事だね！

そのことはお母さんに気づかされた。

『うそでその場をやって過ごしてもきっと悔やむ』　っていうことだね。

そして、『頑張ってたのに全部思ったとおりいけないけど、精一杯だったから、恥じることはない』と

一回、友達に手伝いすることを約束したけど、日にちが間違って、結局何もやってないことになった。その上に、約束を守らなかった。そのことで落ち込んで、自分のことを攻めた。
つらい思い出だった。(Ｔ▽Ｔ;)

それで、母と話した。母だからこそ子どものことがわかるというか、何と呼べるかとわからないけど、あの時、母の声を聞いているだけですべてが大丈夫ようなきがする。
失敗するとき、約束を守れない時、人をがっかりさせるとき、誰かを悲しませるとき、自分のことを嫌いになったとき、何回も母の言葉に助かれた。

日本語にどうすれば訳できるかわからない。 (・・。)ゞ
英語だったら

「Maybe what people see is the result only, but you know that you did try your best to do everything that you can. Maybe you couldn't help your friend and he may think that you didn't keep your promise but you know you didn't forget what you'd promised. What you really think and feel, what is in your heart makes the same results have different meaningｓ. 」

お母さんってすごいでしょ！

今まで、私は沢山の芸能人や女優が好きと言ったけど、その人のような人間になりたいと一回も言ったことない。
だって、子どものときから今でも、一番なりたいのはお母さんのようにきれいで強い女性だから。

Remember your dream!

Last time, I talked about my messing summer vacation plan
It bothers me and kind of makes me stressful lately ｡ﾟ(T^T)ﾟ｡

But no need to worry, I think everything will be ok, somehow ^-^!

And last time I also talked about w-inds. , their new album, and their live performance.

I had a lo---ng talk with an old friend today, about how we spent the day in high school with w-inds. music. I feel a little nostalgic now
But truthfully I'm thankful for that talk so much.

I remembered the MC talk at Pacifico Yokohama w-inds. did.
They said that they are baka (idiot?) but it's alright because they're happy to sing and dance.

When I heard that, I respect them more.

I love how they enjoy every moment that they spent on stage. I love how they tried to walk on the street that not many people chose and really try hard on what they're doing.

Most of people in this world try to be wise. But I like people who live with the way they are, live everyday lively and enjoy everything they have. It's not "like", maybe I can say that I admire people like that.

I remember the days when I was a kid. I love drawing. At first, I just copied picture drawn by others, but then my grandfather asked me: "Why don't you create your own pictures?"
And I started to draw my own works. It's hard but funny, and I was absorbed in drawing and painting.

Of course I'm not very talented. I just loved what I do, I didn't care much about how people think =))

But it's super cool if someone gives courage and praises you :))

Uhm, that's what I'm thinking right now, between stressing yourself to be wise and being a fool that live everyday lively, I will choose being a fool :D

P/S : I had a look at this entry and realize that : My talk is a mess !!! =)))))
Oh summer vacation, how can I spend you????

It's about summer...

When you talk about summer, it's must be travel and journey, right?

Today, I tried to book tour and ticket to go to Hokkaidou, but it's summer vacation so, all the nice day and hotel are going to be full soon
I did a perfect choice at a perfect time, and when everything is going so smoothly I found out that they only accept to pay by credit card!!!!
I don't have one

TTT________TTT My summer vacation plan is such a mess
In the end, I got angry at myself. ヾ(▼ﾍ▼；)
That's the worst thing ever

Then I thing I will choose another tour that I can pay through post office or pay by cash at the convenience store.
But it's not now. I still feel a little annoyed, somehow.

And last week, I went to watch w-inds. MOVE LIKE THIS summer tour at Pacifico Yokohama for the first time.
OMG!!!! They're so .aso*^%O{YR#EFG%
And the performance was just so #%.ihhht#@#%^*(*hfdyiio


I just can't express it by words. hahah
I also bought their new album. It's really good, I play it again, again and agaiiiiiiiiiiin in about 2 weeks.
But I think this situation will be continued in at least a month. ≧(´▽｀)≦
It's really a good one.

My favourite is Listen to the Rain, but after watching their live I think I'm in love with MAKE IT ROCK and Super star. SAY YES is good too. And FLY HIGH is still my No.1 uptempo song in the album. I think I'll never get bored of hearing it. I'm eager to watch the performance version again.

After the live, I went home and bought another ticket for Budoukan and another one for Kanagawa.
I did intend to buy the one at Hachioji but, they're sold out.
Why am I so unlucky??? If it were the one at Hachioji I even can walk to the hall,
but it's at Kanagawa and it'll take me about 1500 yen for traffic cost

But the point is that I can watch their performance again. So it's okie.

In addition, it's said that the tickets for their live performance in Odaiba were sold out in 10 minute.
And of course, I failed to buy it.