力になれる

今日、見学に行ってきた。
学校で勉強できないことが勉強になるチャンスだと思って行った。
やっぱり、行ってよかった。
沢山のことを見て自分の考えがまた変わる。
先生、皆様、お疲れ様でした。
そして、ありがとうございました。

今、やってる仕事はいやだと思っても、どこかの誰かがその仕事からすごい力をもらっているんだ。

その人がいるからまだ頑張れると思うんだ。

かっこいい仕事じゃなくてもいい。
人に笑顔を渡せれば、いいことだ。もう、文句とか言わない

でも、考えると、誰かに力になれるってうれしいことだね
そうして、毎日は意味になる。

「今日もがんばろう
負けない強さを持とう
愛する人のためにも！」

A thousand lights

I had a dream, actually a nightmare 2 weeks ago.
It scared me, even now, I still remember what I saw in that dream.

I started with something random but the title is one of my short story
I wrote it when I was in University, about 2 years ago.
I suddenly think about it and get homesick, just a little bit.
But then I think about me now, I want to write something straight and expresses exactly what I feel
like when I wrote "A thousand lights"

I found my IC card 2 weeks ago.
I dropped it in SEIYU while having shopping there, someone named Saito or Sato got it and took it to the Police. sta
I got it back at the Police Sta.
So much thanks to Ms Saito (or Sato)

That's what the most think I love about Japan. People are so sincere and kind.
Half a year since I came here, I saw many things. There are things that make me sad and feel depressed. But there are many things that make me think, Japan is a very great country.
The more people I met the more mature I get. Coz I learn many things from them.

I made friends, from many countries, meet people that I will never forget in my whole life.

Everyone is a light, a very beautiful colour that lights up my everyday.
I wonder if I have gathered enough to have a thousand lights in my heart ......

whatever happens, I will never forget this smile

I lost my IC card at the station yesterday.

I walked against a long and crowded street to get back home to meet my friends.

I walked about an hour under a crazy heat of summer to find the lost ID card but I couldn't find it

I had a stomachache
I also broke a disk

And then when I watched Drama, an earthquake striked ^-^

It wold have been a worst day ever, but somehow, I smile and laugh a lot without realizing the bad things happen all day

And then I saw my mom's face, my grandmother and my father's happy smile, all those stupid troubles were all flown away.

I heard, my sister is going to get married in the coming December.
Is that great? :)) It is more than great, it's just like a magic makes a miracle for my whole day.
I don't know, I'm just so happy, and also feel a little bit lonesome, but I want my sister to be happy and I smile a lot so that my mouth hurts a bit :))
All these feelings, I can't put them in words.

So I think, How many times do I get in trouble, it doesn't matter
The most important thing is that I mustn't forget how to smile from my heart.