the break ups,,,,,,,,exams
Geez,,,,,
What has happened to my life? All of a sudden, my life has got so busy!
School life is always like this... last week, we broke up....
well....we got back together tho...already...stupy couple...
we broke up because i went to the club without my bf.....man! I just wanted to have some fun tho!i didnt hook up with anyone,,,,and i kinda figured that i like my bf the best.....
the only thing is,,,,,,,,,,
we are totally different and have different goals....
Love story in Canada!
Hehehe...
here's my secret story~ check this out!
The first time i met him, it was more tha two years ago... I had a huge crush on him.. "hes the hottest guys in the world!" that was what i thought. It didn't take that long for me to figure out he has lots of gfs. I still didn't care....thought we would bever go out or do anythin......... I left my hometown to go to college in ther country... I dated two guys, but still didn't forget about him... He sometimes talked to me on MSN...... once he told me he doesn't usually have crush on students, but i am one of the few students he had a crush on....... That is probably how he gets so many girls...i was so happy when e told me that,,,,,,but i also assumed that he said those words to countless girls.....
I had a chance to go back to my country during the winter break again... He sent me email sayin he wanted to see me when i am back......I met him......he even looked hotter than he did before... god,,,,,what can i do?
I have a bf i've been datin since the day i went back to my country.... yes....I cheated on him............not once.........twice......
I slept with him i liked for a long time, and made out with the other guy.... I know i cant be excused for cheating fo whatever the reason is,,,,,,, I am so needy,,,,and cannot live withou a bf........ ppl will think im such a bitch... i am.......
i've told my bf i had cheated on him..........only about makin out with another guys tho.....he said he would give me another chance,which i didnt ask him for. I was ready to break up too....
well,,,,,everyone has secrets....this is one of my biggest secrests.
I like my bf a lot now,,,,and feel so sorry for what i have done......
sometimes feel like breakin up with him so i can get rid of all those guilty feling....
My first entry
This is my first etry....I wonder if anyne is ever gonna read this...lol
Yesterday I posted my picture but changed it coz i think some ppl might figure out who i am? then i cant write whatever i want to..lol
I dunno what to write,,,,maybe i can quickly give my introduction?
I live in Canada attendin college. My life here is awsome! I am in university program for business ommerce, which everyone doubt if i will make it.. I have a bf I've been datin for over 3months...He's gettin more insecure and possesve every day...Sometimes he seems like he's touturin me><;; My ex was like that too,,,,,after datin for several monhs, he turned into be "super possesive pussy"!! lol After that,,,,my life has become totally like "hell"........so we ended up breakin up..
One of the reasons I've started writing diary on internet is,,,,,I can write anything I want stayin anonymous! I was gonna die from the stress not bein able to say sooo much stuff! life is tough! We need a chance to say things we feel but cannot say..!
oh god,,for some reason, i gotta press keys harder than when i type usally...dunno why...