By the time I post this up on the web, it will be tommorrow. One of my classes got cancelled tommorrow. so I have decided to go out drinkin with kids from my class. It should be fun. I have been meaning to read this book no country for old men. I should start it by the next week.
It was a relaxing weekend. I read, ate, and slept. No regrets on doing nothing. Last year I was living for weekends. Every friday my best friends and I hit the clubs. We rocked til 6 in the morning. I thought I was living a life. After all the stuff happened, I realized all my friends are leaving the life once they loved. I guess theyre looking for the better.
Should I have felt the same way? No,...I think Ive felt that. That I want a better life for myself. So what's the holdup? ....thats me. Me the holdup.
Today during my lunch break I checked the website of my old school. Theyre accepting students for this coming summer, starting in July. At the moment I saw it online, I felt the destiny. I gotta go. I goota achieve what I wanted to achieve in life. and also fullfill my paprents' dream.
If I don't step up, there will be no more chances.
The time has come, and life goes on..
Its been almost three years since I moved back here. wow. Time Flies. The year of 2008 was like I was on the crazy rollar coaster. I again have failed to keep my thoughts in a journal. Here I am again, lost in love.
It was totally unexpected though I secretly dreamed of happening. Meeting him was like a gift from above.
But now why do I feel this way?
I would have no problem commiting to this relationship, but I feel that he may not want if I were to leave to the States. Three months later, I still have not found a way to tell him what I really want to do in mylife. from the get-go I didn't think I was gon get this serious. now I am a prisoner of my game.
Last week my mom told me to prove my parents of my past self being worth spending money for to set my record straight, so that my dad can see why I did what I did. He must have felt like being cheated.
I own them so much. I own them a piece of success. This year is the pay-back.
"No don mean no, No means try again."-50 cent in the money and the power