Ameba seems like a good idea, this way the English speaking world cannot hold my opinions, views and thoughts against me >> For art school is full of assholes and I'm getting really sick of them.
This semester seemed like a good idea at the time. 4 art classes does sound easy, but dealing with the building that is in a constant state of decay and having no change of scenery is getting to me. Also the fact that the entire building is outdoors. I basically have to wear my coat all day everyday because its freezing in the building.
During the first week of school I decided to "do whats best for my degree" and switch Japanese 4 for Life Drawing. I could not regret that decision more >> I feel so out of place in that stupid class. I'm not bad by any means. I'm actually, (I don't mean to sound boastful) but I am the best artist in the class. So it is beyond me as to why my teacher treats me like I'm the plague. I've seen his artwork and he can't draw very well. I think it may have something to do with that. Or the fact that hes massively short for an american man. I'm at least 2 inches taller than him and I like to wear heels so I do tend to tower over the man. I'm a short girl though and there are taller girls in the class he doesn't seem to have a problem with. I miss my friends in Japanese class. I miss my teacher.. I miss leaving the stupid art building... ughh.
Also block is really getting to me. What is block ... Block is something they do at University of Houston where if you want to major in art you have to go up for block. Its a competition to get in to the upper level courses. So I have to go up against about 50 other kids to determine if I will be able to take Junior level painting next semester. So I have a lot of painting to do. >.>
At the moment my goal is to make it into the next gallery show however I'm afraid I misinterpreted the meaning of the show. Its about words .. so I'm doing a painting dedicated to my favorite book and fictional characters. But then I re read the flyer and it seems as if they're looking for wordplays and puns illustrated. My work will probably once again be deemed as too mainstream, normal or something they've seen before... as if I've never seen they're type of work repeatedly in contemporary art museums. Its ridiculous the way they try to push you to do something "different:" something that makes the audience really "think" when they all do things that look like they've taken 5 minutes to do, or like they sprayed paint glitter and cardboard onto a canvas. God forgive me for liking classical painting >> No no .. Michaelangelo .. you are to normal you are NOT AN ARTIST !!!! (They would they'd all shun him in this day and age >> )
I HATE ART SCHOOL ... I HATTTEEEE ART SCHOOL ... (I feel a LITTLE bit better LMAO XD )
On top of that my mom is being .. psychotic again. She got mad at me because I brought home like authentic Texas barbecue the other day thinking she'd want the ribs because she asked me about it. So I asked her if she was going to eat it and she just went OFF on me. She was yelling at me saying things like " DONT GET MAD AT ME. WHY DON'T YOU EAT IT IF YOUR SO PISSED OFF." So I said ... " I don't like ribs..." and she was all "SEE YOU WONT EVEN EAT IT" ... I was about to yell at her but then Holly was like .. don't even shes just weird tonight so I listened to Holly .. for like the first time of EVER XDD but then I find out my aunts are fighting and my mom got involved and now its Susie and my mom versus Donna ... they're so stupid. They'll be upset when one of them dies and they spent their whole adult lives fighting with each other. Is it really worth it to spend years fighting with someone? Why can't they just get over it and MOVE ON. Its not that hard >.> They'll see one day but its not even worth opening my mouth because my advice falls on deaf ears.
I should clean ....I hope I'm not in such a bad mood tomorrow. I think the pressure of my painting being due Thursday is making me not so happy.... I even went shopping after school and bought some new shoes with huge bows on them and I'm not even happy about that haha!
This semester seemed like a good idea at the time. 4 art classes does sound easy, but dealing with the building that is in a constant state of decay and having no change of scenery is getting to me. Also the fact that the entire building is outdoors. I basically have to wear my coat all day everyday because its freezing in the building.
During the first week of school I decided to "do whats best for my degree" and switch Japanese 4 for Life Drawing. I could not regret that decision more >> I feel so out of place in that stupid class. I'm not bad by any means. I'm actually, (I don't mean to sound boastful) but I am the best artist in the class. So it is beyond me as to why my teacher treats me like I'm the plague. I've seen his artwork and he can't draw very well. I think it may have something to do with that. Or the fact that hes massively short for an american man. I'm at least 2 inches taller than him and I like to wear heels so I do tend to tower over the man. I'm a short girl though and there are taller girls in the class he doesn't seem to have a problem with. I miss my friends in Japanese class. I miss my teacher.. I miss leaving the stupid art building... ughh.
Also block is really getting to me. What is block ... Block is something they do at University of Houston where if you want to major in art you have to go up for block. Its a competition to get in to the upper level courses. So I have to go up against about 50 other kids to determine if I will be able to take Junior level painting next semester. So I have a lot of painting to do. >.>
At the moment my goal is to make it into the next gallery show however I'm afraid I misinterpreted the meaning of the show. Its about words .. so I'm doing a painting dedicated to my favorite book and fictional characters. But then I re read the flyer and it seems as if they're looking for wordplays and puns illustrated. My work will probably once again be deemed as too mainstream, normal or something they've seen before... as if I've never seen they're type of work repeatedly in contemporary art museums. Its ridiculous the way they try to push you to do something "different:" something that makes the audience really "think" when they all do things that look like they've taken 5 minutes to do, or like they sprayed paint glitter and cardboard onto a canvas. God forgive me for liking classical painting >> No no .. Michaelangelo .. you are to normal you are NOT AN ARTIST !!!! (They would they'd all shun him in this day and age >> )
I HATE ART SCHOOL ... I HATTTEEEE ART SCHOOL ... (I feel a LITTLE bit better LMAO XD )
On top of that my mom is being .. psychotic again. She got mad at me because I brought home like authentic Texas barbecue the other day thinking she'd want the ribs because she asked me about it. So I asked her if she was going to eat it and she just went OFF on me. She was yelling at me saying things like " DONT GET MAD AT ME. WHY DON'T YOU EAT IT IF YOUR SO PISSED OFF." So I said ... " I don't like ribs..." and she was all "SEE YOU WONT EVEN EAT IT" ... I was about to yell at her but then Holly was like .. don't even shes just weird tonight so I listened to Holly .. for like the first time of EVER XDD but then I find out my aunts are fighting and my mom got involved and now its Susie and my mom versus Donna ... they're so stupid. They'll be upset when one of them dies and they spent their whole adult lives fighting with each other. Is it really worth it to spend years fighting with someone? Why can't they just get over it and MOVE ON. Its not that hard >.> They'll see one day but its not even worth opening my mouth because my advice falls on deaf ears.
I should clean ....I hope I'm not in such a bad mood tomorrow. I think the pressure of my painting being due Thursday is making me not so happy.... I even went shopping after school and bought some new shoes with huge bows on them and I'm not even happy about that haha!