#042

felt a bit moody today
all the voices just sound louder and more demanding than usual
i just wanna hide in my room ;o;

ended up watching a few eps of tiger&bunny

and SOME of persona4
kyahhh, it finally came out!
i had been totally anticipating this day~
but alas the connection failed for me at that time
i will probably download it first
i will so have to get used to souji being yu narakami
ITS JUST NOT THE SAME ;___;
it reminds me how much i used to love listening to the OST too

i also tried practicing make-up skills
and taking silly photos
to prepare for the cosplay for a convention at the end of the month
i really wanted to cover those stupid eyebags
i don't really need to for everyday makeup because of the glasses
but i feel like its more noticeable without
i was going to use the concealer palette with the special correcting tones
but i misplaced it, so i ended up using my ben nye yellow mellow for around the eye
and dermacolour camouflage creme for other imperfections
and then following with foundation, bbcream, and powder
seemed to work okay but argh i can still see dry bits on my skin
will probably add sugar to my cleanser tonight!



hmm, i wonder if i should move this to fc2
ameblo, where are your tags

#041

yesterday, i went to city to attend my lecture
the teacher talked a lot about finding jobs and what you should expect
it was very interesting and informative
but makes me a bit afraid about my prospects
i have to try harder! >D
take a little bit of endou's positivity and believe~ ^p^

next week, there are two things to worry about
*gulp*
first of all, the report hand-in and then the portfolio review!
its not going to be marked
but it sounds pretty daunting
may go into uni early in the week to print out some stuff for it *dies*

it was fun hanging out yesterday with
ジャネールちゃんとリーサちゃんとジェンちゃんとアンーちゃん
i overestimated how long i would take to walk there
so i was super early
and ended up doodling in my notebook while waiting
dun dun dun and then i got a text
breaking news
apparently steve jobs passed away
idk its really weird hearing people you know about leaving this world
especially when they made an impact in some aspect of it somehow
i wish ももちゃん would have come too
but apparently she went on overdrive with maple OTL
to my surprise
わたしのかれし finished early so he ate and hung out with us too ^u^

it was a great day yesterday, being able to see both ともだちとわたしのかれし

the weather wasn't too bad either
the sun finally decides to greet us this week!
and say goodbye to winter
well ... for now
never know which direction the weather here will decide to turn

#040

the gaps between my entries are getting wider and wider aren't they? ^q^
i feel like i want to get back into it again
i made the entries in this blog pretty simple
and i try not to share too much
most of my more personal rants would go in the private one
but its nice to post things every day
makes me motivated to take small snapshots of life too

i woke up pretty late today
just when i thought i was getting back into "normal sleeping"
i feel like i stay awake a bit later
to compensate for the time i have to do chores during the day
though i guess i didn't have to make dinner
おばあさん gave me a choice
and i felt better if i did
because i feel like i go out pretty often
and when i go out i wouldn't be able to fulfill my duties

welp
i better sleep soon
tomorrow i'll be meeting ともだちとわたしのかれし!
and attending the weekly lecture of course!

shower, draw and sleep
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