stuff

Long time no blog
again xD
Just trying to release stuff here since I'm so lazy to get my journal 8'DDDD

So it's raining REALLY HARD and we're like hoping it'd stop raining tomorrow since it's Touya's birthday and on FQIII

Already prepared the shit I'm bringing tomorrow ouo
and queued all the happy birthday posts for Touya 8'D


and then FQ
oh my god
can I just--
;u;
I hope Touya can stay at the grand ball uwu
I know it isn't really a big deal for other but it's actually a big deal for me
Because this is like a debut for me already. I know I can't dance with her during my 18th birthday(idk if I'm even gonna celebrate that shit)
So if I could just dance with her during the grand ball
Serious slow dancing. I'd be really happy unu

Appreciation Post! because you deserve this uwu

$Яhythmic Telepathy☆
I don't know what pic to use so yeah xD

idk if you'd see this but i'll post it anyway
I've done quite a few appreciation posts and it's always about you xD

"I'll make a proper confession
personally next time, I promise."

i don't know if you still remember that promise you made before but i'm still waiting xD

at times you become scary and stuff because you become quiet or you're doing something and i'm just like "please notice me"
and at times i'd get jealous of your guy friend because you two are so close and have stuffs in common unu

i want you to depend on me.
i want you to focus only on me.
i want you to love me with all your heart.
i want you to be very possessive of me.


even though we get jealous about stuff,i guess that's pretty normal in a relationship and that it's better than not getting jealous at all
i want us to last forever
i want you to keep loving me even though i'm such a drama queen
because i love you so much
i really really do love you

i'm scared that our parents might find out
and that their reaction would be very negative
and that you'll eventually leave me

but i don't want that to happen...
because i'm really serious about you.