losing him was blue like I've never known

hello ;)
I'm at school now :)

I wish I could jump to home right now lol

oh I did never imagine such a school
but aya is always with me
heh


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don't have to be afraid :)

Ayyyaaaa
i do agree with you
when im into someone, i tend to listen to songs by taylor swift
more often lol

i really do agree with you aya <3

and i saw your messages this morning,
i think you dont have to be afraid anything about him,
but i dont know about him well so i cant guarantee,
but i really do think he is nice, and kind,

i was really happy and glad when i heard the news
that you became his girl friend,

id love to help you with anything
so you can rely on me anytime ;D
when you said that you can feel his love,,,,,
i was so happy,,, i dont know why heh,

thats amazing aya, and when you feel sad
you can remember me and your boy friend,
you are not alone ;D dont forget about it

and you sometimes think that i dont like you anymore
i dont know why you think so and im kind of shocked when
you say that,,, ><

aya i never hate you,
sometimes im quiet busy but it dosent follow that i dont like you
or i dont want to talk to you,

i always love you and wish your happy,
so Dont think i dont like you, promise me aya ;D


and,,,, uhm i think i cant get over him-chan.. lol
i have no idea why i love him so much
he isnt handsome at all

but his personality is ..... OMG i dont even know hot to express lol
i do love his personality and im sure it made me to love him like this
i still love him and cant help thinking of him and being jelous,
its one of bad part of me heh,
but i cant help it, he means everything to me
and there is no one like him,

One day i was feeling very bad
and i took it out on him and said many bad words to him
he said 'if you will keep being mean to me i cant talk to you anymore'
that was obviously my fault heh and i apologized him
and he forgived me i cant believe that ><
and since the day i decided not to be mean anymore heh
im always stupid heh

and he also said 'but you have to know that i do care about my girl friend
so i can only be your friend.'

i said 'yeah i do know'

but actually it made me very very saddddd lol
yes but i have to make it out!
and im not going to give up on him
i will be waiting for him to come back to me lol even if it wont happen lol

oh miss you aya, we need to talk,


talk to you soon

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久しぶりです

でもないけど。。。
今友達のパソコンから更新してます
as you know my computer has broken...

だから。。あんまりアメブロは更新してないです。


最近はまあ英語勉強してます。。。
podcastでたくさん英語を聞いている。；


て、いうかブログ書くとなると英語の事しか書いてないｗｗｗ
やばいｗｗｗでも他に話題がないｗｗｗｗ



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