Losing all my energy

I'm posting the same subject as last time....

But the situation has changed so much now.

Until this March, I was so bored with my work.

Then, from this April,
my boss retired and one of my senior co-workers moved to another department.

It was a huge change for me.

A change I have never experienced.

Everything I have to do is not that hard though.

I don't know why but I give myself so much pressure.

I feel like I am so useless and powerless....

This season brings us a lot of changes in Japanese people's life.

There might be so many others who are suffering like me.

I know I'm not the only one.....

Just tell me how they're getting over all those new things and pressure.

Being bored

Hey guys,

It has been soooo long since I posted here last time.

It's already in December 2011.

New year is coming soon.

I love the holday season every year.

Shiny houses, stuff on sale, various costumes

and... of course fancy food everywhere.

Everything's celebrating.

My boyfriend and me are celebrating New Year's in Nagasaki.

Sadly we can not see on Christmas day.

So I am planning so many things for our New Year's trip!

I can't wait.....XD

By the way, my work has been boring these days.

I should put myself busy there.

Maybe I can learn more about my job.

Usually you feel useless at work because you make

so many mistakes and your boss is yelling at you all the time.

But for me, being at work these days make me feel bad.

I mean I feel like I'm wasting their money and my time.

I have to find my goal there and try hard to reach it.

Don't forget to try hard, right?

New Year Resolution!

How is everyone doing?

Hope you're having a lovely new year!

I spent 3 weeks with my boyfriend.

He visited me here for the secound time!

I am pretty sure that he was bored here

because there's nothing around my home

and all my family barely speak English or Chinese.....

Although we didn't have so much time together,

we traveled a looot and had fun!!!!

I drove so many places and it must be more than thrilling for him

because my driving skill was so bad.

So..... what is your new year's reslution?

Mine will be study.

I have been running away from studying since I started working last spring.

A lot of practice but not much reading....

Maybe I should be more interested in world economy or politics....

Also my English is really bad right now, should talk to more ppl in English.

I will try to upload my blog more than last year! haha

One of my co-worker told me at a party last week.

He said I should become a person who has a special charactor inside.

I think he meant the person making ppl laugh or respect you...or something.

There is a funny lady in my office, she is also super nice and always makes a mood for us.

He was pointing her saying "we can hardly find a person like her..."

I wish I had that kind of nature in me but I dont think so....

I'm neither that funny nor sensitive.

I wanna change but I can't.

All I can do is try everything I can at that moment and work hard for it.

I have my own charactor and nobody can change it like you cant stop biting your nails.lol

Anyway I try not to forget my new year's resolution and do my best to get better charactor!!