The number of my happy futures is always on the decrease...why?



私の幸せな将来の[数]はいつも減ってきてる。....どうして?



What was i doing?
I done many many bat thing.
Where done i mistake happy life for ugly life?

私がなにをした?
私はたくさんたくさんわるいことした。
私はどこで幸せな人生[と]醜い人生[を間違えた]のか?



i want to die early.
i wish i cametrue it.

早く死にたい。
死ねることを祈る。


to be Continue....
i'm sad.
Because i don't have dream.
I'm very very very sad.
Because i want to die ...no,i become .....Its Difficult!!

English is so difficult.But i love it.......maybe(P。∀゚)q