hey, it's me again ..
still feeling blue without reason (or there're the reason that I pretended to not mention ..)
after all problem happens, now I'm thinking about us.
I try to keep you by my side as long as I can.
I try to do my best, be a good person as good as I can.
be more reasonable as much as I can.
be patient as much as I can.
but I really don't know are there enough to make you stay ..
it's very painful to say this, but maybe I need to step back, maybe it can make me to avoid some up coming pains in case if you have someone better ..
I mean 'if' ..
by the way, I will keep trust you as much as I can, as much as I loose you and I not suffer to die, as much as I can heal the pain by myself and keep moving on ..
but after all, it's a future .. who's know what's gonna happen, right?
I'll do my best to keep you stay.
so never let me go, just stay.
PS. if you read this, please don't be worry. I'm still fine :)
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