Bad things, a lot of bad things

Today I found new idea for cosplay. Now I can surely say that I hate myself. It istoo hard for me.
Esther Blanchett. Okay, thanks goddnes that not Katherina Sforza.
And something had happened with Yuichi-tyan! I'm so afraid...｡ﾟ(T^T)ﾟ｡I tried to call him, but he didn't answer. oh my God, I just don't know what to think! I wish I just could help him...
I'm so afraid T_T

Study, Kaede, study!

Nearly 1 litre of black coffee without sugar. My head aches badly and now in Saint-Petersburg is 3:30 pm.

6 themes of organic chemistry. I think, I will die! But I should survive, get my own mark and fall asleep before tutor lesson. I just don't want to go to that maths lesson! I hate riding on the metro nearly hour.＼(*｀∧´)／
I pray that the test on chemistry won't be very difficult. I don't want to get a bad mark!｡ﾟ(T^T)ﾟ｡
Oh, Kami-sama, help me!!! 。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡

About my personality...

So...this is my first blog on Ameba.jp...soo...I don't know a lot of things how to do here(￣＾￣)
At first I think I should write about myself, if someone will like to talk with me about some of my interests （‐＾▽＾‐）
So, I'm from Russia, but was born in America and want to live in Japan after university
I'm lolita and j-rock cosplayer, I have a small cosplay project, where I and my friends are cosplaying Versailles ~PQ~ and Malice Mizer.
Also I am lolita. I think this style is wonderful! I live like in a small sweet dream with princesses and princes o(〃＾▽＾〃)o A lot of people can't understand me: why I love japanese history, culture, music, street fasion and so on...But I don't care about people's thoughts of me.
In future I will study ancient languages like latin and ancient greek, 'cause I suppose they'll help me to learn a lot of roman and other european languages.
If you read everything - thank you for your attention.
And please, write to me, I will be very glad!(＝⌒▽⌒＝)
forever yours,
Kaede-chan