A few new photos of me, Actually only 2...

Just wanted to put up these pictures before i go to cut my hair again. (w＿－； I like my hair longer but its just too much work for me to keep.

Where did the younger days go...

Each time I close my eyes its as though I'm looking at the past through unbreakable glass... Although my emotions feel out of my grasp most of the time, Every night that I sit alone lost in memory's I hold closely I cant help but wish to be locked forever in my past... Before the sadness before the loss, I don't care for money or materialistic values... I just want to live my childhood again.

Why do i have to be so lost...

To move on would be to betray my feelings, my memories... How could i stay true to myself if i cant even hold on to what mattered the most to me... I want to keep the feelings i have left closest to my heart forever... I must sound so stupid, I dont even understand how people can move on, My past feels more real to me than my future...