03.12.2010

Been really lazy last few days haha so now i'm here to update~!


Last few days, my computer can't go in to my desktop so i had to reformat again then i have lost all my pictures for AFA. lol and some other shoot pictures zzz.. which i was so lazy to arrange my desktop now i have lost quite afew pictures =,=

Then my back also giving me alot of problem, has to take alot of pain killer this few days until i feel sick, LOL hopefully my gastric doesn't come, because i was also resting alot this few days so i didn't eat much in a day, eat some bread and drink something warm for lunch/dinner =X and eating junk food LOL! yeah so i also didn't eat much normal food this few days also >.<

Hmmm, i think it was last week when i went for my physiotheraphy, they had change my doctor. Maybe it's because i keep changing my appointment, my previous doctor was quite okay but after going for so long it didn't help much already so i stop going often! and rather sleep then going for my appointment =X but well another doctor said i cannot RUN OR GYM because i asked her, i always feel weird on the next day after running, yes i know i cannot gym but.. running also cannot what is this? She said i only can Swim or Cycle .... buttt i want to RUN.. I didn't know how to re-act, i also cannot play sports already.... because just running also cannot already so what i can do? i also need to listen to my doc, from young i prefer outdoors, though now i like to slack at home but i still love sports and outdoor activity, so now my life is screw, i do swim and cycle but i prefer running for exercising

This is the X-ray picture of my back after the Operation 3 years ago.







after this, it change my life alot. and i mean it in a angry tone, my life got so boring and constantly pain/uncomfortable if it's good it will stay, if it's bad, pain like *toot* HAHAHA then i need pain killers, so sometime when you talk to me don't be surprised that if you think i'm damn blur or weird LOL! is either i really lack of sleep *i think it's quite bad* or i took strong pain killer haha... National Service ruin my life and i mean it. My friend (my ex secondary classmate) Died in Nation Service on the ship, if they act quick probably he would not go into a coma and die. so who's fault? my life is going to be a tough one tsk. will i be able to take it?


i shall stop complaining, but i do believe is this carry on i'm going to have more health problems . i don't know should i even care already anot.


Upload some pictures from AFA, but will add more picture after photoshoots, trying to make Tidus sword haha and editing the pants and making some stuffs XD, will do better for my snow too XD







okay, back to going to slack and get some rest, today my back having sharp pain ahhhh, i do hope i also can get well soon, i have to wait until next year then probably will go for another MRI scan for my back so now i just now to depend on pain killer? ><




on Wed i went to buy make up stuffs again.. cos i need for next for my next cosplay and top up my stuffs haha.

Bought Eye lash glue for double eyelid, wah not easy to make LOL! if too high the double eyelid will look like a fail plastic surgery LOL!!! i need to practice more. The yellow color one is for nose, it makes your nose sharper but i don't know does it really helps anot haha bought to try. White color pencil for eyebrow. Blue nail polish and Kate Concealer for under eyes haha, i like that brand quite nice going to buy more when i have the cash, now all my money is take from my dad LOL =< Then the person gave me a privilege card lol because i somehow became a regular at that shop i think? LOL!!! wahahah *get shoot*, if i have that card i can have some discount XD i think 10% haha =D

going start work on the 13 Dec, i don't know whether to look for another part time job anot >< rawr.

and then upload some camwhore picture. wahaha beware! unglam picture LOL!








Thanks for viewing

Ciaos~

photos!

>< sorry i was lazy to upload last few days XD

so yeah will be uploading my Russia photoshoot picture first! for my Tidus and Snow i shall see how first waiting for photographer to sent me the pictures!

for my Russia photoshoot i was planning to redo but in cold country, can't re-cos him in Singapore, weather too hot here =< and my make up doing that day was destroyed by my sweat hahaha!


Photographer : Xeno

Editing : me *still learning to edit pictures*












I shall go and rest soon!

good night!

ciaos~

15.11.2010

o(^▽^)o

AFA is over, and i finally can sleep as much as i want but i need to get a job soon! ><

Day 1 Snow From FFXIII
Day 2 Tidus From FFX

Past few days i have been doing some props and minor editing on the costume and i was so lazy >.< , i keep slacking around while doing, like the blitz ball it took me 2 days to finish when i can finish it in one day LOL ><

Then i'm also not getting enough sleep, though i do sleep at night, sometime i couldn't sleep and end up turning around in my bed in frustration and worst is i had back pains during AFA, and both days i forgot to bring my pain killer =< but was also having slight gastric >
For day one of AFA i was doing snow, haha woke up at 3AM to prepare my stuffs and make up. but then i didn't look manly enough HAHAA, so went to meet Tessie and headed down to Suntec Mac to have out breakfast and meet Kits and her Gf there too, after eating then they start preparing haha and i was slowly eating my food hahah, my make up was done but not 100%.

So after done preparing we went to AFA there and i went to find Guki, she helped me with my make up and made me look more manly LOL i really need to improve on my make up skills and need to get more stuffs for make up too, but i need to work then i have the money to buy hahah!

Then after she help me with make up i went into AFA with Guki went to walk around then i went to see Gundam 00 movie but went out awhile later becasue had to find my friend, then by the time i go in, there is no place to sit so i went out and wonder around the event HAHA!

Day 1 i was very blur, very very very bad LOL! i talked to people and i don't event understand what am i trying to say LOL, i don't know why am i so tired. maybe because of wig cap? i was wearing a new one and it was quite tight haha.

Went to find people and friends =< sadly i didn't saw some cosplayer! whom i really want to meet them! haha. oh well there is always a next time. around 5 plus i went to find Guki but ended up i cannot find her so i went to slack around with cosplayers then i saw the Canon picture of cosplayer, haha then i asked where they took it and i was like wah take for free XD and need to wait for your turn to get your picture taken, so i went in to see see, when i was reaching there i saw JOY!!!!!!! haha my friend was working there!! long time didn't saw her already and i was shocked that she can recognise me when some of my friends didn't recognise me already ahahah! then talked to her awhile then went to take picture! hehe Thanks Joy for everything and it was really nice to see you on AFA also! haha You didn't tell me that you was working at AFA!, so went to took pictures andtook picture with her also!

After that i went back to find my friend then wonder around awhile more before we left and i realize that i had to do something for my Tidus, but i was too tired, and actually i was like in a serious mood whether could i do it finish anot because i want to sleep more >< after my friend change out, we actually going home because i said i don't want to eat out anymore cos i just remember that i had to do something, but then i think again it's best that i eat something since i was having slight gastric also, so ended up eating out LOL! >< . after that we went back home.


When i reached home i started unpacking my stuffs and prepare stuffs for DAY 2, After showering i couldn't stand it and i went to sleep first so has to woke up at 4am to do my stuffs.

Thanks to botak ahpek for helping me getting AFA ticket!

then i went out around 8.35 Am, Tessie was waiting at MRT Station, then after that we headed down to city hall there, i had to go off first as i was meeting Isa she was doing Yuna and i was Doing Tidus.

Seriously my Tidus looks quite weird and i think i look like a little kid lol!, probably of the wig. it's very hard to style Tidus hair style =< . i guess i'm not suitable doing Tidus, but i will try to improve for photoshoot. i'll do my best

so when we are done we went inside to take picture and i went to talk abit with my friend haha! the first picture we taken, my wig was quite flat, as in it lookflat in picture but when i see normally it looks okay T_T haha. Thanks to kakashit for helping to to stlye, then Isa for styling more and helping me adjusting the wig before photos taken ~

so we went back to touch up our make up around 3+ and i really did a mistake! which i realize it after taking sssssoooooooooooooooooo much picture LOL!. My brow i draw more higher then another side omg!!!!!!!

T_T' it totally made me look more weird haha.


but i guess what is done is done so i have to learn it and don't forget to check after retouching up make up >,,<

met new people during AFA also it was nice knowing ya guys!~

so after that i went off with my friends to had dinner and went back home,

phew this year AFA was tiring but i enjoy myself!


i'm still feeling so tired after sleeping for 10 hours =x



okay shall upload some picture first





will upload more later!

Ciaos~!