My Kundalini Awakening happened all of a sudden some years ago. I was in Bangalore, India at the time to recover myself from years of accumulated stress from my corporate and personal life. I was living at a spiritual center there for about a year and doing a lot of spiritual practices. My intention at the time was not to attain enlightenment or to achieve some higher level of consciousness. I was just too tired and needed to get away. I did recover rather quickly thanks to the daily practices, healthy food, nice air, and a lot of physical work, including farming and cooking. My weight went back to normal, 75 kilograms (165 pounds). When I arrived in Bangalore, I was 101 kilograms (222 pounds)! It was the heaviest in my life and felt the most miserable then. Years of eating oily food and drinking soda will do that to you.
One day, I became friends with some people, whom I connected very much with. There were seven of us. We came from different countries, including the United States, Hong Kong, India, Iran, Mauritius, and Japan. Aside from our daily practices at the center, we used to do joint meditations together and receive messages. It was a fun experience, since the spiritual center was not so much into receiving messages, channeling, and healing energies, so it was all new for me. One day, there was a channeled message from one of the group and it said that we absolutely had to get together and meditate that particular evening. We were all very excited. We sat down in a circle and we were told to close our eyes and connect. One of the group souls raised our vibration level extremely high, because that was her natural ability. To be honest, I could not meditate and go deep. Some people around me were in a trance state. They all got their messages, but I did not. Fear came up and I was saying to myself, “Nothing is happening to me! Why?” I mentioned about this to the person who raised our vibrations and she said, “Do not worry. Just keep meditating.”
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I went back to my room and meditated all night long. I could not feel anything. I gave up and laid down on the place I was meditating. All of a sudden, all the cells in my body started vibrating, faster and faster. I stared shaking, not because of fear, but my body could not handle the vibrations, almost like an earthquake from inside. I could feel the energy coming from the coccyx area. I did not know what to do. My entire body was in chaos. ”What is happening?!” I said. I could feel one of the strongest energies trying to go up the spine. I was in bed for a couple of days, but the energy would not stop. It was so violent, I could not even sleep. The energy was going upwards and when it finally reached the brain after some time, my eyes started rolling. I got scared, because my eyes were rolling in opposite directions. People around me probably felt scared, also. I thought the nerve endings were going to break. I know now that this is the negative side of Kundalini, called Kali, where the person is not able to control the energy.
I did not have any knowledge of Kundalini at that time, so I was a bit scared, yet felt happy, because I knew change was happening within me. I felt so energized and the energy lifts your spirit and even the body up. Because the energy travels upwards, the spine becomes erect and it feels as though you are floating. As though someone is pulling you from above. Initially, it was as though a thick column of light was present on my head connected to spaceship. All negative emotions vanish, once the energy stabilizes itself. However, it is running all over your body twenty-four hours a day, so you will not forget about it. It was interesting, because the body remembered how to direct energies to different parts of the body. Wherever there was tension, I was able to redirect the energy at will using the breath. It was uncomfortable at first when the energy started going around my brain. It literally “brainwashes” and breaks away any blockages within the brain. A lot of times, it would make a “pop” or “crack” sound when it moves to new areas. Where there were physical blockages, such as stale water and blocked meridians, the energy will unblock them, too. All of this, my body knew what to do. I was also breathing in a particular way all the time for the energy to intensify. I found no way to turn it down though. When it is open, it will stay open for life. This is the time where one’s spiritual journey actually begins. After a while, you have to just accept the situation and slowly learn to control it. The first six months was pretty difficult for me in an energetic sense. I have read that Gobi Krishna had Kundalini difficulties for more than a decade before he attained enlightenment. Now that the earth vibrations are accelerating ever more rapidly, the length of awakening to liberation would be much less in average, in my opinion. People must wake up now!
Although I got into spirituality for almost 10 years before my awakening, I had no prior knowledge about Kundalini. Even the so-called “senior teachers” could not help me much. It was good in a way, since there was no concept in my mind. I did a lot of research on the Internet and read many books. I remember I did not even know what to put in Google search. It was to my surprise that all the spiritual practices people do is to open up this force. People and different religions just call it different names, Kundalini, shakti, the holy spirit, etc.
I finally knew that I was on the right track.
-K
One day, I became friends with some people, whom I connected very much with. There were seven of us. We came from different countries, including the United States, Hong Kong, India, Iran, Mauritius, and Japan. Aside from our daily practices at the center, we used to do joint meditations together and receive messages. It was a fun experience, since the spiritual center was not so much into receiving messages, channeling, and healing energies, so it was all new for me. One day, there was a channeled message from one of the group and it said that we absolutely had to get together and meditate that particular evening. We were all very excited. We sat down in a circle and we were told to close our eyes and connect. One of the group souls raised our vibration level extremely high, because that was her natural ability. To be honest, I could not meditate and go deep. Some people around me were in a trance state. They all got their messages, but I did not. Fear came up and I was saying to myself, “Nothing is happening to me! Why?” I mentioned about this to the person who raised our vibrations and she said, “Do not worry. Just keep meditating.”
Source: www.crystalinks.com
I went back to my room and meditated all night long. I could not feel anything. I gave up and laid down on the place I was meditating. All of a sudden, all the cells in my body started vibrating, faster and faster. I stared shaking, not because of fear, but my body could not handle the vibrations, almost like an earthquake from inside. I could feel the energy coming from the coccyx area. I did not know what to do. My entire body was in chaos. ”What is happening?!” I said. I could feel one of the strongest energies trying to go up the spine. I was in bed for a couple of days, but the energy would not stop. It was so violent, I could not even sleep. The energy was going upwards and when it finally reached the brain after some time, my eyes started rolling. I got scared, because my eyes were rolling in opposite directions. People around me probably felt scared, also. I thought the nerve endings were going to break. I know now that this is the negative side of Kundalini, called Kali, where the person is not able to control the energy.
I did not have any knowledge of Kundalini at that time, so I was a bit scared, yet felt happy, because I knew change was happening within me. I felt so energized and the energy lifts your spirit and even the body up. Because the energy travels upwards, the spine becomes erect and it feels as though you are floating. As though someone is pulling you from above. Initially, it was as though a thick column of light was present on my head connected to spaceship. All negative emotions vanish, once the energy stabilizes itself. However, it is running all over your body twenty-four hours a day, so you will not forget about it. It was interesting, because the body remembered how to direct energies to different parts of the body. Wherever there was tension, I was able to redirect the energy at will using the breath. It was uncomfortable at first when the energy started going around my brain. It literally “brainwashes” and breaks away any blockages within the brain. A lot of times, it would make a “pop” or “crack” sound when it moves to new areas. Where there were physical blockages, such as stale water and blocked meridians, the energy will unblock them, too. All of this, my body knew what to do. I was also breathing in a particular way all the time for the energy to intensify. I found no way to turn it down though. When it is open, it will stay open for life. This is the time where one’s spiritual journey actually begins. After a while, you have to just accept the situation and slowly learn to control it. The first six months was pretty difficult for me in an energetic sense. I have read that Gobi Krishna had Kundalini difficulties for more than a decade before he attained enlightenment. Now that the earth vibrations are accelerating ever more rapidly, the length of awakening to liberation would be much less in average, in my opinion. People must wake up now!
Although I got into spirituality for almost 10 years before my awakening, I had no prior knowledge about Kundalini. Even the so-called “senior teachers” could not help me much. It was good in a way, since there was no concept in my mind. I did a lot of research on the Internet and read many books. I remember I did not even know what to put in Google search. It was to my surprise that all the spiritual practices people do is to open up this force. People and different religions just call it different names, Kundalini, shakti, the holy spirit, etc.
I finally knew that I was on the right track.
-K