im thinking about a lot of things lately. both positive and negative.
some ppl seem to think that they can hoax me. but i guess times changes and i change too.



im talking about one special person i thought thatd be one of my friends. just until a few weeks ago. no answers, not a single reply on my questions. at first it dididnt even bothered me. but now.
i will not name her. i will not denounce her - she already did by herself.

im not sad about that tbh. the friendship between us is not important for her anymore. she has new - better - friends. my ass.




so before this entry is going under in rage im gonna tell you what i ordered during the last days. new CDs for me and レイコ ! (・∀・)

A BUNCH OF MUKKU :

負ヲ讃エル謳 (fu wa tataeru uta - second press)
痛絶 (tsuuzetsu)
ココロノナイマチ (kokoro no nai machi)
ガーベラ (gerbera -lim. edition)
流星 (ryuusei - lim. edition ... OH GOD YEAH ラブラブ)
リブラ (libra - lim. edition)
ファズ (lim. edition)
アゲハ (初回限定盤) (ageha - lim. edition)
我、在ルベキ場所 (タイプB) & 我、在ルベキ場所(タイプC) (ware arubeki basho type B&C)




aside of that レイコ ordered some stuff to :

→ カリメロ - 蒼い鳥
→ Mars - [DIVINE]
→ Mars - Rouge
→ Mars - [Aftergrow]
→ Missalina Rei - ト★キ★メ★キ
→ JE*REVIENS - GENESIS
→ Aliza Marie - 反社会
→ Aliza Marie - パレット
→ Veill - 残酷
→ and finally his KEY PARTY - HOLD YOUR KEY =DUAL SHOCK VERSION/DIRECTORS CUT=



so well, alot of stuff.
i hope everything will arrive this week.
starting all over new i decided to blog more on ameba from now on. i need a plattform to spam everything even if its senseless and unappealing. twitter is not enough anymore and making another blogspot or wordpress is to much afford for that little meaning.

so here i go.
its sunday morning and the heat is already killing me in my flat. my boyfriend is at my place til todays evening then he will leave to prague again. next weekend i will head home after such a long time over whitsun holidays. and i need to learn for my summer exams. yesterday i finally started with theoretical philosophy. thereare few things to do... (´_`。)

im actually hoping for some nice thunder and storm.


as you all recognized allready the burning heat isnt gone yet.
(´_`。)

and i didnt see Versailles in hamburg so far. i feel kinda sorry, esp. for my boyfriend cuz he loves teru so much.
talking of teru. i do like him as well but i guess his aikaryu-period was WAY better that his position as versailles guitar actually is. and he was looking so much better... not sticky, slimy bangs (ノ_-。)

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he is cute, isnt he ? even without much make-up he is a pretty pretty boy ^-^

so... i guess imma post here alot more. actually i dont unterstand so much but it looks funny.

one fact at the end. please dont use false translations of english language. it sounds horrible and it hurts my ears.

音譜 9goatsblackout - sleeping beauty.