blackened dream
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Daby & Thairdee!!

ダビ愛らしい!!

悲しい 寂しい

The house is empty. It's Saturday. No sounds. No other people. You have a fleeting memory of good times spending weekends with someone you loved. But on this day you're alone. You pick up the phone--but who do you call? What are you going to say? You are alone today--like you were last night, like you will be tomorrow.

jap role play

practised jap role play last sunday 10/10/04 at ping's place. we both think we did very well for it. we were the best! heh.

this pic was taken at ping's place after perfecting our role play practice.

smile...

though we didnt get to see each other much this week... at the end of the week, i'm still happy, for i know we've a lifetime to spend with each other... its saturday today, but i guess i'm gonna stay home... i don't know about you... but we've just seen each other yesterday and i'm already missing you... if i ever annoyed you in any way, i'm sorry... for i acted that way because i love you.... so much.

i know you're not feeling well lately... i'm sorry for not showing much concern. i know i'm selfish.. at times... or most times.. i know i'm too self-centred... but i'm most willingly to do anything for you if i feel appreciated... you should know what pissed me, or makes me sad... i thought thru, i really think i didnt asked much from you... its not your fault that you couldn't make me happy at times... maybe i'm just difficult. change? no. and i dont believe in compromise. love is loving and accepting the original you. i don't see the need for change in any of us. i know i love you and you love me. that's what brings happiness.

you can't make me low

you can't make me sad anymore... i know i'm happy and you shouldn't affect how i feel... insults, insensitivities, disappointments... no, they no longer should make me feel low....

this love... dreamlike, wonderful or not... i know i'm happy with myself, my life... i know i should be dependent on my own... how i feel should not depend on you...