What a hell were you thinking? Are you still thinking that way? Why don't you think about the reason why you're the one alone? It's the one thing you have to realize. I'm not the girl any more you loved before. Things are always changing,it's normal,it's never stopped,same with me. Don't act like you're a victem. Stop pretending like you're so cool and writing a message like a cheesy line or poem. It makes me fed up,so speechless.

I understand it suddenly. We're so different now. I just have to accept the truth. I'm going to move forward and keep doing it. Sad,dissapointed,I'll never talk to you.
I wasn't expect anything from you. In fact, I was going to break up with you.... BUT !!! I found the truth and I guess it's most important and hardest thing to see. I couldn't deny I was sooooooo HAPPY when I see your face. I couldn't refuse my feelings. Life is not so bad. Even if you have big problem, you're not gonna die. It'll be OK, if you believe yourself.

gonna sleep!!!:)
dizzy...headache
wanna sleep but I can't
reality overcomes me
it's too real
too much

just tell me how
to beat it up
to step up and
be strong

I just wanna be healthy
ur not so good to me

fate?

if so,I don't wanna do this any more

I'm exhausted ridiculously