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I've been looking for somewhere I can belong to.
When I lived with my parents which means until I was in high school,I used to think there would be somewhere for me.I really needed the place I can be relaxed from the bottom of the pieces of my heart.I needed to escape from my crazy damn father and my coward mother to protect myself.It was so serious problem for my life.I knew they were going to kill me eventually,and I lived my first 18 long years in their cage.That was dangerous and small place,often my father attacked me or beated me up.His wife was too weak to admit it,and she's just ignored the truth.
Now,I have mental sickness,but it's getting better.At the same time she's getting older which means her original issues are getting bigger.
I need to get out of here and find safe place for me.Seems like there's nowhere for me.I'm better off alone,I'm too dificult girl to get along with.
I'm thinking of my friends who passed away.
Where are you guys?
Come over here and take me to your place.
When I lived with my parents which means until I was in high school,I used to think there would be somewhere for me.I really needed the place I can be relaxed from the bottom of the pieces of my heart.I needed to escape from my crazy damn father and my coward mother to protect myself.It was so serious problem for my life.I knew they were going to kill me eventually,and I lived my first 18 long years in their cage.That was dangerous and small place,often my father attacked me or beated me up.His wife was too weak to admit it,and she's just ignored the truth.
Now,I have mental sickness,but it's getting better.At the same time she's getting older which means her original issues are getting bigger.
I need to get out of here and find safe place for me.Seems like there's nowhere for me.I'm better off alone,I'm too dificult girl to get along with.
I'm thinking of my friends who passed away.
Where are you guys?
Come over here and take me to your place.
Wondering where I'm going and what I'm supposed to do. Suddenly but slowly,I realized that I don't have to belong here. It's not too late if I admit it in many ways. Now it seems it's just wasting a time for both of us.