5/9-2013

Yesterday, I thoughtI'd receive a response from Krisflyer within about a "day", 72 hours, I thought 72 hours was like a third of a day and that I'd receive a reply asap, like 1/3 day later... mmm I didn't realize there is only "24 hours" a day.

Why should I be responsible for cleaning my house?
Why should a place be clean, for me to feel good. Why do I deserve that level of good-feeling. When I could also bear through a filthy messy cluttered place. The thing is about feeling really satisfied and clearly happy. "I want a new house, this way, with my room furnished this way." -- If this state makes me contented, happy, peaceful, grateful. I would be using the space, occupying the space, creating mess and filth, I'll clean them up to original status... and re-enjoy the pleasure it gives... This simple contentment/pleasure brings me home and keeps me grounded in a familiar and welcoming space I can conduct my daily activities and basic needs.