take the plunge

I do have moments when all I want to do is close my eyes and block everything.

Indulge in this complete bleakness and defeat.

To let it mingle and hurt my ego.

To bask in complete negativity until there's nothing left.

To let these tears roll to its limit,

until it dissipates into oblivion leaving nothing of its black soot but emptiness.

Emptiness in a good sense, like the feeling of relief from barfing, that kind of good.


Then I open my eyes as if nothing happened minutes ago.

Instead, waking up with a new soul and renewed sense of hope,

a new page of life to struggle and win again.

快晴

Bonding time with my babys!

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pitter-patter

雨。

At this rate, there won't be much sakura left for the planned Hanami on Sunday. (๑′°︿°๑)

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kids' play

Yesterday, I had one of the most beautiful memory
with my graduating 6th grade students playing baseball.

The atmosphere they emit and the camaraderie they have is totally one of a kind.

Boy or girl, it didn't matter.

Everyone is equal. Everyone is part of this one big family.

And I'm very honoured to be part of that family.

I hope and wish for them grow up as responsible adults and citizens.


P.S.
I'm going to miss all of them! 

thank you

Such precious acts remind me why I chose this path and profession.

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