Waiting and expecting have just tired me


Change my mind


Focus on what I should do


My goal this year is graduating within 4 years and getting job


That's it


That's enough





I didn't realize how much I loved here

I didn't expect I got nervous to go back to Japan

I had both of the worst and the best moment here

I was going to write about Mtl life in detail, but now it's too painful to look it back right now

in 1h, I have to leave my place

I did nothing today

nothing but waiting the reply on chat






found the words that I really need now

"So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to life of security, conformity, and conservatism, all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more damaging to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future. The very basic core of a man's living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun."


"Don't settle down and sit in one place. Move around, be nomadic, make each day a new horizon."